sowie fer nortt posting fer such a long time.
haish,tiime has past,ppl have changed....I
dunno if its a gud or bad thing coz,I am tuhh
tired tuhh think..shho worn-out.
Firstly,miie frenster tio hecked again...fer
e third time.I am tuhh tired liiao lerhhs.It
took miie shho long tuhh add most of e ppl i
noe nn wanna noe.I dunnch noe who e hell
go heck miie profile.haish.Not creating lerhhs.
whyye iish it dat i cant do e things i wanna do.
Muz i be controlled by others?I dislyk ppl who
interfere others business.They arre shho extra.
haish...dunnch feel lyk saeing anymore.But,I have
tuhh.Coz I dun wanntt tuhh feel wat i use tuhh
feel any longer.It juz hurtt miie tuhh muchh liiao
lerhhs.I cant take dat blow...
sch's gonna reopen soon...I wonder wat dis yr
would be lyk...it may juz be another yr of pain.
Euu cant control everything in dis world...Wat
isntt ures wont be ures.Juz have tuhh watch it
come nn go...watching it turn its baq on euu..
who noes?Dis may happen sonner or l8r....I am
prepared...expect it would be juz as i said...
rite nw,i am feeling terrible...I dunnch noe whyye
but,I juz feel miserable.Somethings juz nortt rite.
haish...euu left miie crying all alone.Euu showed no
mercy.Maybe dis iish miie fate.Or shld i sae destiny?
I dunnch noe...watevA.I watch euu turn ure baq on
miie nn left w/o thinking how i would feel...I cant
help feeling rejected.Baq home,everyone iish juz
e same.Went online,tried tuhh talk tuhh ppl....tell
them how i was feeling.Seems lyk no one cared.
even e person i most respected...I was playing when
i am sad...euu think shho?Would i play?If euu think dis
wae,i dunnch noe wAt tuhh sae...haish.NVM,at least
euu arre happy.Nw euu can do w/o miie liiao lerhhs ba?
Wat do euu look tuhh miie as?I am,perhaps,juz a total
stranger or disaster who invaded ppls life.Yeahh,maybe
dis iish it.When its time fer miie tuhh leave,euu cant
stop miie.As long as ure happy...I juz wished all dat i
experienced wif ppl close tuhh miie were true.They
really cared dunnch they?They still care...but,tuhh some,
I am lyk nth.How sad....
happy memories arre meant tuhh be kept...Sad ones arre
meant tuhh be pondered upon...Find out wats wrong.....
where did it exactly go wrong?But i guess no matter how
hard euu tried,euu cant find out e cause...coz e prob lies
all in euu.Think abt it...euu cant change someone but,euu
can change ureself...so,maybe,i shld be blaming miieself.
There are days when everything seems wrong,when things hurt you for no good reason,and then there are days like today;when the world just sings to you,from the minute you can open your eyes in the morning to the minute you shut them again at night
