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♥ Wednesday, January 03, 2007

its yet another dae of sorrow...its e first dae
of sch 2dae...hmmms,i tot i could be a new
miie.All dis while,i have been having illusions.
I wanna be happy lyk anyone else could.But,
whyye?Its not abt sch actually...I juz dunno if
I mean wat i said tuhh someone on new yr....
anywae,wats e point?I am still lyk a stranger...
maybe its becoz we lost contact fer a while....
It seems lyk wat ive said iish somewhat true.But,
I juz cant bring miieself tuhh believe i said those
things.Maybe its a wake up call.I cant juz hold on
tuhh things...I'll have tuhh let go nn sacrifice...
yeah...im still thinking...I juz dunnch wanntt tuhh
act as a burden tuhh others.If i have tuhh leave,I
am nn am willing tuhh....coz nth matters more than
others being happy.Ppl niid time nn they change...
Shld i leave or stay?I juz cant make up miie mind.
E tot of dis makes miie cry.I have tuhh much pain,
sufferings in miie.I will only cause frustration if I
stay on...I have tuhh leave...juz dunnch noe when.
i am waiting fer e right time tuhh make thhe right
move coz i dunnch wanntt tuhh hurt others...I only
wantt tuhh do them a favour so dat they will nortt be
so troubled...They will feel better w/o miie...dis
muz be it.Haish...how?Am i thinking tuhh much or am
I really doing them a great favour?I neber wanntted
tuhh hurt euu,but e hurts in miie make miie hurt others.
I niid some time...euu niid it tuhh...euu'll come tuhh
hate miie,believe miie.E best i can do tuhh leave w/o
hurting euu iish tuhh make euu hate miie.Maybe dis wae
euu wont feel bad...No matter wat,i'll remember euu...
I promise,dis will remain e same wateva happens...I'll
remember euu,e things we did...all those memories.I
will keep it wif miie.If i am not wrong,i neber fail tuhh
turn up when euu left,feel down,feel frustrated...
nn more.But,euu juz wont share those wif miie...sad.
i remember euu saeing dat euu were looking fer ppl who
would be there tuhh understand euu,share everything wif
euu,nn can be trusted...after so long,I guess I've tried fer
nth...all e things i did neber please euu...nn even though
i tried damn hard tuhh be who euu arre looking fer,euu juz
wont let miie be.When time comes,euu will noe wat i mean
nn whyye i sae all dis.I am sowie if iie have hurtt euu by
saeing dis.Once its done,its done.Euu cant undo it...
*loves*
_wiinniie_
3rd JANUARY 'o6


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