} secrets are meant to be unknown :D MEMORIES <#3

♥ Wednesday, May 30, 2007

dint blog fer thhe past few daes . .

iie'm still tryiinqq tuhh get myiie life baqq !

DAMN . everythinqqs so sucky rite nw alrites ?

iie'm only 13+ . . . myiie bdae iish lyk so lonqq

can ? iie'm still too young . . iie dunnch noe wadds

happening . shld iie go fer counselling ? iie feel so

sick nn disgusted narhhs . .

wadd am iie tuhh do nw ? iie cant absorb anythinqq .

iie habb forg0tten many thinqqs . . haish . iie'm

suffering so much juz coz of wadd a guy did tuhh

myiie . hmm . n0rtt gonna sae wadd happened . .

its juz too sick ! damn sick . . iie myiieself

cant imagine wadd happened . . nn it was lyk , 2daes

ago niia . haish . . leave myiie alone ? iie so hate

myiieself . . life juz sucks big tiime !

Labels: f u c k . waddeva happened on 28o5o7 cant be forg0tten . . iie habb tuhh ferget it . rawrr . help myiie pwease ?

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♥ Wednesday, May 23, 2007

fcuk . wadds wronqq widd myiie ? myiie

emo ego iish coming baqq again . Cant iie juz

live life as it iish nw ? grr . iie'm so so disturbedd nw .

hmm . everythinqq's so SCREWED fer myiie . DAMN !

iie so feel lyk breakinqq down . myiie life's u-p-s-i-d-e

down again . . SHIT narhhs ! someone talk tuhh myiie . .

iie'm so damn SICK ! myiie miindd iish so damn BLANK nw ,

cant concentrate or thinnk abt anythinqq .

hell . somethinqq's really wronqq . . iie juz wish iie knew

wadd was wronqq . its so uncomfortable feeliinqq dis

wae . . 2ml's thhe big dae . we'll be having sports carnival

in sch . . in fer badminton against green sincerity .

damn fcuking hope iie can play it well ! BLUE EAGLES ;iie love.

bbwiinqq it on . if all goes well , maybe myiie mood will be baqq .

but , n0rtt confirmedd . . coz ms chew's leaving us . . . fer gud ?

iie dunnch thiink so . iie dunnch noe . .

f o c u s . dats it . . how am iie suppose tuhh do so ?

iie've even ferg0tten thhe basics . . iie'm d0wn . dunnch thiink iie'll

be able tuhh make it thru 2ml . . myiie badminton's worsening .

yesterdae's preliminary rounds was a gibb awae .

2ml's gonna be damn diff narhhs can ? iie'm so nervous . .

tell myiie iie'm nuts . wadeva . . iie juz cant bbwinqq myiieself

tuhh admit thhe fact bout some stuffs . iie wanntt nn habb tuhh gett

over it real soon .

wish myiie luck ppl . . iie niid th0se support of ures . . or else ,

iie'm d0omedd nn iie mean it . . myiie team's gonna be SCREWED .

nn iie mean SCREEEEEEWED ! rawrr . iie'm so sick nw . somethinqq's

really wronqq . am iie thinkiinqq of somethinqq till dis extendd ?

Labels: hatred . juz gett lost nn fark off ; iie niid euu no lonqqer . . euu've hurt myiie so bad . So wadds thhe point of regretting nw ?

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♥ Sunday, May 20, 2007

no hmm. iie dint post myiie blog fer thhe past two daes

ehhs ? anywae , hadd a greatt tiime on fridae after

sch . . wenntt tuhh SIA changi sports club . . . myiie

mom came tuhh fetch myiie .

Daryl, Jody nn Clarence wentt widd myiie . . funny siia .

we squeezed in thhe car widd myiie mom's collegue,

sis nn myiie mom . . duhh . l0ls . then when we reach there ,

we wentt tuhh play badminton straight awae . . hmm .

it was freaking fun . .

then after badinton-ing fer 1hr plus , we wentt tuhh thhe

karaoke lounge . . we sang lyk cwaziie fer lyk a few hrs . .

then hadd dinner at 7 plus . . hmm . after dat wentt baqq tuhh

sing fer sae 15 mins more then Daryl wanntted tuhh play widd

myiie dad badminton . haas . . so we wenntt .

we played d0ubles . . . changed partner fer twice then Daryl

played singles widd myiie dad . hur hur . . myiie dad sae he's n0rtt

bad . . hmm . hope Daryl dunnch c dis . if n0rtt he'll be

so high . . l0ls . Anywae , iie played singles widd myiie dad after

dat . . was actualy tryinqq tuhh prepare fer thhe sports

carnival . . hope tuhh win somethiinqq at least .

we wentt home only at abt 11 plus . . sendd them home .

the car stnk lyk hell narhhs . . l0ls . no doubt ,hadd a greatt

tiime widd them narhhs . .hope they hadd a great

tiime too !(:

hmm . . iie thiink dis iish all fer nw ? cant thiink of anythinqq

else lia0s . l0ls . ohhs . . habb been wannttinqq tuhh sae dis fer

vari lonqq . . . iie'm glad myiie blog's alive again . . hees .

nn , 2oo5o7 . . .

Val , juz tuhh lett euu noe . . . there's a secret between us .

n0rtt everythinqq we wanntt we'll gett . . . somethinqqs

arre juz n0rtt meant tuhh bbe . . live widd it dis wae

iie guess . . till thhe dae comes .

Labels: iie noe its n0rtt possible but iie noe its worth tryiinqq nn iie'll wait . iie mean it . . . lemmiie care fer euu . . dats all iie ask of euu .

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♥ Thursday, May 17, 2007

hmm . was damn busy nn tired yesterdae so neber post .

l0ls . anywae , GLENN iish a copycat !(:

hur hur . he copiedd nn paste wadeva iie wrote

bout him . POSER huh ? hur hur . anywae ,iie'm

so happy . .

on thhe other hand , iie'm sad . . coz iie failed

myiie LIT(fer thhe first tiime) . . DAMN !

iie failed geog nn chinese too ! dint expect

myiieself tuhh fail chinese nn LIT luhhs . .

haish . . iie'm juz so n0rtt happy widd myiie

results . . hmm . iie've made up myiie miindd .gonna

mug damn hard during thhe hollies . cant afford

tuhh slack nn fail myiie streaming .

lucky fer myiie , someone helping myiie fer myiie chinese.

ANyone wanntt study 2gether during thhe hollies

pwease lemmiie noe . iie'll be more than happy . .

hmm . guess dis iish all fer nw . . .

'takkaire

LOVE & MISSES

<33

Labels: euu arre all dat iie wanntt . . . iie swear, iie love euu . sae euu love myiie too .(:

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♥ Tuesday, May 15, 2007

ellos world . . iie'm dead tired . but here iie am . . firstly ,dis iish a promise nn challenge iie made . . . deal widd it ? here goes . . 2o gud things bout GLENN[kor]: -he's great -he's lovable -he's funny -he's myiie life motivater[*chuckles*thank myiie fer dis h0rhhs] -he's a gud influence -he's tall[iie ad0re euu<33] -he's cool -he's thhe BEST !!!(:[something euu neber expect myiie tuhh sae] -he's encouraging -he's GREAT ! -he's PURRFECT ! [ps. he meows] -he's niice -he's caring -he's a HERO ![iish he ? maybe (:] -he's n0rtt a liar , iish he ? [dunnch thiinkk so narhhs] -he's understanding at tiimes .[n0rtt when he's stubborn , euu'll criie] -he's myiie KOR !(: -he's cwaziie in a positive wae . . gud enteratiner luhhs. -he's a HUNK ![iie hope iie'm real tired at dis stage] -he's ad0red by MYIIE !(:[ euu owe myiie a lot nw ^^ *GRINS*] dis iish all . . its his turn tuhh return myiie !(: hmm . euu owe myiie so much siia . . . better pay baqq . bbweahhs ~

Labels: love myiie fer who iie am, n0rtt wadd iie am . iie'd rather bbe hatedd fer wadd iie am then tuhh be lovedd fer wadd iie am n0rtt .

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♥ Monday, May 14, 2007

its been a lonqq tiime siince iie last wrote in . hmm . nw iie'm finally baqq . . siian . exams juz endedd nn g0rtt baqq 4 subj. so far . hmm . . iie'm sure iie can achieve better results than wadd iie habb achived nw . . iie'll habb tuhh do some mugging dis June hollies . . haas . we did some fun thinqqs after sch dat dae . . l0ls . anywae , life iish more or less thhe same . thhe past iish hauntiinqq myiie again . . iie wish iie could ferget bout wadd happened last tiime . val , euu shld noe wadd iie mean . . let bygones bbe bygones isnt it ? iie dunnch noe how iie'm gonna do it . . but 0ne thiinqq , iie'm sure wadd has happened in thhe past will neber be f0rg0tten . . f0r thhe tiimes we shared nn thhe tears we criiedd. past . present .future . . iie'm still livinqq in thhe past . . . how am iie gonna carry on widd thhe present nn future ? iie guess thhe 0nly ppl who can help myiie live life tuhh thhe fullest nn go thru every obstacle widd myiie arre those whom iie've known fer lonqq . . nn iie noe they'll neber abandon myiie ; unlike SOMEONE . <33 'till then . . we'll meet again . love myiie , dats all iie ask of euu <33 sae it widd sincerity . . otherwiise ,iie'd rather euu n0rtt sae it . . take myiie widd euu . . escape from thhe painful mem0riies . can euu do it ?

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