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♥ Friday, June 22, 2007

misery . . *sigh*iie'm so troubled . . iie guess dis song describes how iie am feeliinqq rite nw . nice huh ? iie wouldnt habb noe bout it if myiie , dearest c0usiin told myiie . hrms , guess thhe lyrics means a lot . . . . . iie'll be qoiinqq out l8r . hope iie'll be so damn okayye . hrms . . some one pwease tell myiie wadds wronqq . hrms . . guess iie'm juz wasting a whole lot of myiie damn tiime . sad . anywae , heres the lyrics . read it : TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR drew looks at me , i fake a smile so he wont see . That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be . I'll bet she's beautiful , that girl he talks about , and she's got everything that I have to live without . drew talk to me , I laugh cause its so damn funny . That I can't even see anyone when he's with me . He says he's so in love , he's finally got it right , I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night .
[chorus]
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar ,
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star .
he's the song in the car I keep singing , dont know why I do .
drew walks by me , can he tell that i cant breathe ?
and there he goes , so perfectly ,
the kind of flawless I wish I could be .
She'd better hold him tight , give him all her love ,
look into those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause '
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar ,
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star .
he's the song in the car I keep singing , dont know why I do .
So I drive home alone , as I turn out the light ,
I'll put his picture down and maybe
get some sleep tonight .
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar ,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart .
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do .
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
drew looks at me , I fake a smile so he wont see .
p.s iie so love dis song right nw .
I dunnch noe whyye . . the song's
so meaningful . . haish . euu'll neber
noe how much iie care . iie'm so sad

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♥ Thursday, June 21, 2007

ellooooos world !((: firstly , iie'm so effin happy , iie habb no idea whyy though . l0ls . . hrms , iie enjoyed myiie whole damn dae widd myiie , bestest c0usiin . she's myiie super- woman !!((: haas . . ^^ iie feel . . . loved , happy , blessed , anythiinqq & wadeva . she's myiie medicine fer all myiie happy memories . well , iie habb a BIG BIG secret . . hrms . she saes its between us so iie bet no one else noes bout it . . woohoo !((: l0ls . iie'm so touched , seriously . iie read her blog juz nw nn iie was laughin at wadd she said bout thhe tiimes we . . SHARED. l0ls . . ohh , iie'm all nat-a-li-cious nw . . haas . iie so damn love dat GREAT c0usiin of miine . . . . *chuckles*life had neber been better , has it ? l0ls . . iie'm thhe happiest gerr ever . . well , maybe till iie meet her , again . she has tuition 2dae . iie'll meet her again 2ml . YAY ! aww , so switt .((: anywae , iie'm suppose tuhh go tuhh VJC fer some kiinda chemistry stuff . zzz . iie cant be bothered . . so , dats whyye iie'm here . *grins* iie've yet tuhh habb myiie , lonqq , beauty sleep . . l0ls . tired n0rhhs . iie hope iie can fully recover lyk damn soon ? l0ls . . iie wanna meet babyy luhhs . . hrms . talking tuhh euu-noe-who was fun nn yepps , funny . . lyk so duhh . . l0ls . iie've gtg . . wait fer myiie next post . ohh , babyy , euu arre soooo addictive . hrms , noe wadd ? iie guess iie'm addicted tuhh euu . . well , 8 letters 3 words . ((: hope euu're happy !((x

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♥ Wednesday, June 20, 2007

DAMN ! iie quarrel widd myiie mom nn nw she's lyk so unreasonable . . haish . sometiimes , iie really hate myiie family . its lyk , they suck big tiime . . grrr . zzz . . frustrated . . hrms , well , iie guess its better tuh thiink bout more positive stuffs . . gonna meet NATALIE fer lunch then she'll come tuhh myiie hse tuh study n0rhhs . . zzz . studying's siian . =.= haish . . iie guess nth can make myiie gett baqq myiie live again . hrms . . . iie so niid MS CHEW !!): she noe how exactly iie feel , thhe best . hrms . . if only myiie mom was lyk her siia . . sch's gonna reopen reeeeal soon nn iie habb n0rtt finish ALL myiie work . obviously , iie did complete some , lyk so duhh . . hrms . last nite iie was on9 till arnd 1230 iie thiink . b4 dat , iie was talking on thhe phone widd ____ . l0ls . iie was suppose tuhh post it lyk yesterdae , but iie ferget . hrms . . . nbm . had so much fun talking ((: tsk . iie'm soooo happy , well , on e other hand , n0rtt ! l0ls . . iie'm feeliinqq so much better nw luhhs . . omg . *grins* iie seriously hope iie gett tuhh c ____ reeeal soon . maybe , iie'll ferget thhe past nn carry on widd life . no point , wasting tiime waiting fer somethiing ; somethiing euu noe euu wont gett . . . 8 letters 3 words ; it saes it all . . . ilovey0u , imissy0u , iniidy0u . babyy , euu noe euu're thhe one !((x

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♥ Tuesday, June 19, 2007

dint post fer quite some tiime huh . hrms . . wentt out on SAT , then iie wasnt feeliinqq vari gud . then met myiie aunt tuhh watch FANTASTIC 4 . . l0ls . kinda nice luhhs . . hrms . . then , sundae , woke up at 630 then wentt fer mass . . then, suppose tuh eat a lil b4 qoiinqq tuition but then , no appetite . . so , tuition till 145 . . after which iie wentt by cab tuhh . . myiie grandma hse . . ate there . . . then after eating overnite curry wid porridge , iie wentt fer a walk then , wentt baqq tuhh sleep . iie woke up then vomit 6 tiimes in juz 5hrs . l0ls scary huh ? iie felt damn weak then , came baqq tuhh c doctor . . l0ls . . . iie cant believe it oso . . till nw , still feeliinqq sick but very very much btr then on sundae . . hrms . as fer ytd , NATALIE nn BERR came tuhh myiie hse nn study ? kind of luhhs . . l0ls . more talking iie guess . hrms . . CoUSIN . . pwease really cheer up nn stop being so negative can ? hrms . . smile . (((: one dae he'll understand wadeva euu arre trying tuhh sae . but iie'm damn , sure he has given euu much hint . . . juz wait nn c yeahh ? miracles . . l0ls last thing , anthony ahhKOR , pwease really cheer up !((: iie'm sure euu'll gett baqq . wadeva dat iish gone rite nw . remember , iie dunnch thiink euu want her tuhh be sad rite ? she still cares fer euu luhhs . . monster , be strong . . l0ls iie shall end here . . ((: takkaire guys . if i were blue , would you be there for me and whisper in my ear thats okay . . would you stand by me ; let me hold you tight and say you love me one more time . would you die for me , and run with me , never look back . . would you be there to love , to be with me ? i'll be there for you . . i promise . i'll be your strength , i'll give you hope , keeping your faith when it's gone . . the one you should call , has been standing here all along . &i'll take you in my arms , hold you right where you belong . . till the day my life is through ; this i promise you . . .


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♥ Saturday, June 16, 2007

hrms . firstly , iie owe someone an apology . . ANTHONY ahhKOR , iie'm sooo s0wiie . l0ls . promise tuhh call euu baqq at 5 am but iie dint . . sad myiie mom disconnected thhe phone nn kept it . . so iie couldnt talk . but iie g0rtt it baqq finally . . yay !((: l0l iie'll call euu when iie'm come baqq from BUGIS l8r aites ? nw , s0wiie tuhh DION , iie cant msg euu coz of euu-noe wadd . l0ls . . iie'll msg euu soon . . . its a promise . . hrms . iie so feel lyk crying nw . . coz iie habb tuhh contact sherr nn NATALIE but iie cant seem tuhh be able tuhh contact them . . haish . . . iie'll juz habb tuhh wait till a lil l8r b4 calling them . hrms , qoiinqq BUGIS . . iie wish everyone thinks alike at tiimes n0rhhs . . then dunnch niid call . siian . but , too bad . . ppl dunnch . even if it really iish ,theres gud nn bad points bout it . . hrms . whyye muz life be so . . . . ferget it . . iie'm starting tuhh go baqq tuhh how iie was lyk b4 . . hrms . myiie emotion's controlling myiie . . & iie cant seem tuhh do anythiinqq tuhh control it . haish . . EMO huh ? iie dunnch think so . . it hurts myiie so badly tuhh love euu thhe wae iie do , &then look at euu nn realize how much euu dunnch care . . <33 how could iie ever lett euu go ? iish it tuhh late tuhh lett euu noe . iie try tuhh run from ure sight , but each place iie hide , it only remiindds myiie of euu .iie only wannttedd freedom . .dats wadd iie tot , but iie was a fool tuhh believe . . . so come baqq tuhh myiie , iie'm down on myiie knees , boii cant euu c ? love hurts ;it sure do . . it hurt myiie so badly . . if only euu were here . .


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♥ Friday, June 15, 2007

iie dunnch noe whyye . . iie cant sleep . even if iie do , iie cant sleep well . . hrms . iie'm up so early . . too many thiinqqs botheriinqq myiie again . . guess iie'll habb tuhh persevere . iie wonder wadd iie'll be ddoiinqq l8r dis noon . perhaps iie'll be studying widd myiie c0usiin . . hrms , iie'm getting sooo bb0redd studying all dae at home . . it juz isnt myiie but iie juz habb tuhh do it . . pathetic huh . well , all iie can focus on nw rite nw iish thhe past . . it seems lyk iie'm getting stucked widd it . iie dunnch miindd a happy past but surely , iie wont wanna be remiindedd of thhe happy tiimes which has turned bad nw rite ? haish . . . life iish full of ups nn downs . counting mnths & stuffs . . lyk iie'm gonna die soon huh . l0ls . . anywae , iie should habb treasured thhe past . but , no matter how much iie treasure it , its of no use . . hrms . maybe we're n0rtt MFEO . . whyye am iie saeing so much . . hrms , iie hope tuhh be able tuhh go baqq tuhh sch soon . . its damn bb0riinqq . . iie dunnch noe whyye but , it seems lyk euu wanntt a hollie when there's sch nn euu wanntt sch so badly during hollies . . there arre so many things iie wish iie had . . but , sad tuhh sae , many cant be stated . . its juz between myiie nn someone huh . . yepps , life sucks big tiime fer myiie . . if n0rtt fer myiie gud fwens , iie dunnch noe wad nn where iie'll be nw . if only iie could turn baqq tiime , iie'll choose tuhh hold on nn neber lett euu go . iie miss euu boii , iie do . . tiime doesnt stop fer ppl . . iie guess iie'll habb tuhh caryy on nn stop dreaming coz a dream iish a dream . . do dreams gett fulfilled ? dunnch thiink so .


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♥ Thursday, June 14, 2007

hrms . woke up at 11 plus . . then started tuhh prepare tuhh study widd jody , val nn glenn ? hrms . . suppose tuhh started at 3 plus instead . we talked nn did our work . . behind our table sat 3 person . . they were damn freaking noisy narhhs . then we started writing letters nn blasting music lyk siiao . . after dat , glenn came . . then , he sat at a diff table . . . hrms , so funny siia . . jody nn val ask myiie tuhh move in so dat he can sit widd us . hrms , iie gibb up , so iie be guaii haii zi . iie move in . . glenn sae he'll move l8r . . so , yepps . . continued . . blahhblahh . we started counting some stuffs . . then , the conversation started . . glenn:wadd tiime euu all qoiinqq baqq ? val:hrms , 545 iie'm leaving . . jody:12 midnite glenn: okae , 12 midnite . . euu sae one arhhs ? then iie go walk until 1130 then come baqq . . myiie:qoiinqq baqq at dinner tiime . . then go johor . glenn:=.=''' then he wentt off fer a walk . . then val , jody nn myiie started talking abt the past . . hrms , wadd month meet someone nn stuffs . . then talk until glenn come baqq . . then discuss bout some kinda blog thinggy then jody came up widd myiie . . iie'm so worn out . . thhe past iish baqq . wadd am iie tuhh do ? wadd iish qoiinqq on ? iie'm so confused nn lost . . niid tuhh think of a wae out REEEEAL soon . . iie feel lyk its a waste of tiime ; at thhe same tiime , think its worth it . . hrms . . how ? everyone has thhe right tuhh speak their views . . but iie juz cant phrase it in a wae . . haish . nbm . . guess iie'll juz live nn deal widd it first . hrms , kinda sad talking bout thhe past . . . its so hurting , things arre so diff rite nw . .unlike last tiime . . hrms , sad sad sad . . there arre many things dat iie'm thiinkiinqq abt rite nw . . hope iie can gett all dis off soon . . its such a BURDEN . treasure wadd euu habb rite nw . . .dunnch wait till its tuhh late . . tiimes nn memories will remiindd euu of ure past. . happy or sad , the choice iish suppose tuhh be made by individuals .no one wanntts tuhh live widd regrets iie believe . . it hurts a lot when euu look baqq nn realize euu had missed a gud opportunity tuhh mould ure future . . .how iie wish iie could undo nn redo myiie past . .


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♥ Wednesday, June 13, 2007

iie'm baqq !!! wentt tuhh m'sia nn 'donated' blood&money . haas . stayedd in quantan fer 2 nites nn 1 nite in cherating . I LOVE THE SEA ! thhe water's so clear unlike here in s'pore . . no offence tuhh those who lyks it . hmms . during dis period of tiime , iie've learnt much . . . had thhe best food ever , widd a recommendation from Fr. EUGENE . ohhs yarhh , st. thomas church iish great . nice ppl there . . iie feel so so so safe there . wish iie could stay longer . . but iie guess thhe next trip there would be in Sept . . iie'm lookiinqq forward tuhh it . . . but of course , iie wish iie was there enjoying widd myiie fwens . coz iie think it'll be much more fun than qoiinqq widd myiie family . rawrr . drop thhe subj . . it makes myiie sick . anywae , iie enjoyed only 60% . thhe other 40%m WOULD BE , if euu noe myiie , unhappy tiimes spentt widd myiie family . imagiine euu qoiinqq out widd ure parents nn their colleagues nn they embarrass euu in front of them lyk , WTH ! it juz sucks big tiime . . esp myiie mom nn sis . other than dat , iie've enjoyed thhe whole trip , definitely . but its kinda tiring . . dint gett enuf sleep . . due tuhh some reasons . . as a result , iie'm sick nw . . hope tuhh gett well REAL SOON so dat iie can pass SOMETHING tuhh SOMEONE . l0ls . . do bdae wishes come true ? iie really wonder . . hrms . iie guess it does come true . . but it depends on how nn wadd euu do tuhh achieve it huh ? hmm . . iie'm so bb0redd at home rite nw . . once iie get well , iie wanna go out widd many ppl . yepps . . iie still owe some ppl outings . . hrms . iie've gotta plan . . rawrr . iie'm suppose tuhh go BUGIS widd berr nn sherr 2dae but iie cant . isnt it sad ? hrms . . berr sae jianzong's qoiinqq n0rhhs . l0ls . . iie'm lyk . . fiine . haas . dis iish it , iie've run out of words . . dis post iish kinda messed up . coz iie dunnch noe wadd iie wanna sae either . hur hur .

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♥ Friday, June 08, 2007

dis post iish meant fer someone . iie'm busy nn iie mean it . . . stop telliing myiie wadeva shit stuff , coz iie damn hate euu rite nw . iie knew rite from the start dat something was damn wronqq . . . euu treatedd myiie so badly . . . n0rtt counting msg . euu arre n0rtt any VIP or something so whyye shld iie listen tuhh all ure lies ? euu dunnch even believe myiie , euu'd rather believe someone else nn shout at myiie fer no reason . . . wadd rite do euu habb ? juz shut dat mouth of ures will euu ? rite , iie dint wantt tuhh pick up ure calls dat dae . . . iie dint wantt tuhh talk tuhh euu . tell euu something , even a million s0wiies wont do . . . iie dunnch wantt tuhh habb anything tuhh do widd euu anymore . . . sae euu hate myiie , wadeva . . . iie dunnch gibb a damn ;as if iie'll care . iie dunnch niid tuhh habb such a brother lyk euu . . stop calling myiie mei anymore . . . iie feel so awfully disgustedd . if euu ever read dis , juz lett dis gett into dat brain of ures nn fcuk off yeahh ? iie dunnch niid euu tuhh leave a tag . . . if euu do , iie'll hate euu even more !

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♥ Wednesday, June 06, 2007

hmm . dint post fer quiite sometiime . .
yesterdae mornin met dawn,jody nn stepf
outside mac then wentt tuhh pasir ris . .
suppose tuhh meet thhe others at 11.45 ?
we wentt early so met them early ? duhh .
then wentt tuhh thhe chalet put bags then
wentt tuhh mac . after which we wentt tuhh
thhe beach . . hmm . dawn,ber&jody cycled
while myiie nn stepf wentt fer our walk . .
stepf startedd scaring myiie widd all her ghost
stories . . nn expected ? iie called fer dawn but
no response coz she wentt tuhh e other side .zzz
when we meet them , we wentt tuhh thhe seaside
nn played ? hmm . took photos as well . . iie was so
happy but iie knew dat wont last . . coz memories
arre hard tuhh be ferg0tten . . nbm . talk bout dat
later. then we g0rtt baqq tuhh somewhere near the
bicycle rental nn realize we still habb bout 45 mins ?
then dawn they all cycled tuhh cheers widd maosheng
they all ? we dint noe until iie think dawn called .
hmm . from there . . iie startedd tuhh act weirdly . .
iie was so sad iie dunnch noe whyye . . iie'm deep in
myiie tots . iie thiink stepf noes who iie'm talking abt .
anywae , iie became sort of cold nn DAMN sad . . haish
hope iie can ferget bout it real soon ? it isnt easy living
widd dis kinda thinking . . its dead tiring . . no one noes
how exactly iie'm feeliinqq nw . . hmm . if only someone
knew . . iie juz cant tell SOMEONE . rawrr . iie'm so . . .

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♥ Friday, June 01, 2007

iie've g0rtt no life , seriously .
iie'm speechless . . someone pwease wake myiie up
from dis terrible nitemare iie'm having rite nw . .
LIFE sucks big time ; TOTALLY !
its all SCREEEEWED up juz coz of euu!
simply FUCK OFF will euu ? iie hate ddoiinqq dis .
one word . HATRED .

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