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♥ Friday, July 27, 2007

its been a very long time since i last post . *sigh* i'm sick &still n0t getting any better . Perhaps i'm just tired ? my life's so sad nw luhhs . . cant imagine either . ): twinning was fun anyway . I enjoyed myself , a WHOOOLE lot luhhs . realized the importance of love & . . friendship ! its kinda sad that they had to leave ytd . we hurried to the airport right after farewell dinner . it was REALLYYYY sad luhhs . imissem so much alr . . so , here was what actually happened ytd . in the morning , during recess , i msg myBABYBOY . his been cold towards me for the past few days luhhs . i asked him what happen . then , his reply was the worst & i really dint expect it . just too bad , its over luhhs . there's nth between us nw . hrms . as for my sickness , i've g0t nth to sae alr luhhs . . its getting from bad to worse . &i guess its all cuz i'm tired !!!! i just wished i had the courage to pull thru all this & get over it . i've lost a lot to the world ! i wont fight back . . i wont win or get anything back . so no point . . i wont give up anyway . i have to be strong as I promised someone . . & i promise i'll go to china . . . i swear . i'd do anything just to be able to see those ppl again . . i just cant imagine . time flies luhhs . i just wished they were still here with us . if only i could re-paint my life , i'd paint it with a thousand colours & n0t let it be so dull . full of goth & emotions . . its tiring luhhs , seriously ! but everything's d0ne & there's no turing back anymore . i'll have to deal with this nw .
boy ,why cant i love you the way i wanted ?
LOVE is blind , all complicated . it's hurt me so
much i cant take it anymore . i'm fcukinq tired
of it . but whatever it is , i'll wait . i wont give
up , i promise . . .&i still love and miss you so .

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