hellooo , fucked-up world ! idk why
luhhs . everytime i try to be positive
uhs , something bad happens . WTF !
*SIGH* looks like i'm starting to be e
old me again . ):
past few days , had been wuite happy
and memorable for me . IDK why also ?
Perhaps it was to cover for 2day bahhs
? I hate my freaking UGLY
face luhhs ! arghhh . why is it that i
always hurt the wrong spot ? like , crap
luhhs ! whats with the emo-ing and all ?
i dun get a damn scar luhhs . &i actually
g0t my face wounded again ! ****
Well , idk ? Anyw , i have to try to be
positive luhhs . like , maybe i shld say , i
thank god the bottle cap dint hit my eyes
or else i'd be blind by now ? YEAHH . that
is the attitude i shld be having . But , why
cant i just get that mood ? I wanna be a
bright and cheerful girl just like anyone
else . why cant i stand a chance ? like ,
whats wrong with my damn life ? I feel so
terrible nw . Exam's gonna start like , 2ml
? & HERE I AM worrying bout what i'm gonna
do abt my wound . SHIT LUHHS ! looks like
one time wasnt enough . DAMN !
I WISH I WAS DEAD ! LIKE , WHO'S
GONNA UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL ? ITS DAMN
PAINFUL LIVING LIKE THIS LUHHS . I'VE HAD
ENOUGH AND I MEAN IT !
its like , idk luhhs . It isnt exactly his fault .
Maybe I shldn't have asked him for that drink
luhhs ? I so regret & hate myself ! WHY ? Am
I suppose to bear with this for the rest of my
life ? i CANT DO THAT luhhs . I really cant ):
I just dun know whats left with me . I'm sooo
tired luhhs . Someone , hear me cry ! I feel
like giving up though i know i cant . I have to
pick myself up and carry on . well , i dun think
i can do it myself though . but i'll try for the
sake of my friends and family . I have to ):
(p.s idk what's gonna become of me nw that
i've hurt my face again . i feel so . . . arghhh !
i just hate myself in short luhhs . ):
*sigh* boy , i wanna see you soon . I feel so
discouraged and all nw . but , i dun wanna see
you either . cuz of another reason ! s0rry ):
i just dun know how i'm gonna face the world
and those around me . like , its so embarrassing
and humiliating . but , i'll have to deal with it and
just wait till it gets better luhhs . haish , i wanna
be me again , will i be able to ? i'm tired . so tired
luhhs . will i be able to pull thru the exams ?
i'm so gonna miss these memories . Taken only
a few days ago with my face still okayye . I want
it back so badly , i do ! i doubt i'll get it back though .
dun ask me why (T_T)
wishing i'll be able to treasure her just like that .
a dull life , i bear .
Me&sis
