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♥ Monday, October 15, 2007

life g0es on as it is .
nth changes and i'm still in a daze ):
*sigh* what's with me ?
i wanna be happy again luhhs .
but i just dun seem to .
well , idk .
but , i'm seriously tired &i so
hope all this while i've been having
a nightmare .
i feel so trapped ):
received msges that were making me confused .
msg : do you really mean that ?
me : YES . what do you think ?
msg : idk . i dun want to hurt you again .
he called me ytd . read my blog and all~
&i'm still asking myself this :
why call hoping that i'll ask you to
stay when you yrself dun even know
if you want to ?
you said i sounded cold . . but , that
was the only way i could express
myself . cuz i've been hurt , too deeply .
and when i asked you to stay , you asked
if i mean it .
i'll say i mean it all ~
i'll say it here .
LOSING YOU MEANS LOSING
EVERYTHING ELSE !
i need you in my life , really .
i cant do w/o you ):
but . . you seem to be having yr own
thoughts right nw .
i'll wait &i wont give
up .
n0t nw . . though i'm vexed .
i so wish winnie could come back and
laugh like anyone else would .
when ???
why make such a big influence
on my life and just leave like this ?
i dun treat you like an older brother .
i seriously dun .
hope you'll come back and bring the old
me back .
&istillloveyoulikealways ;

even swensens couldn't cheer me up .

&this proves i can carry on . can i ? *sigh*

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS , I'LL STILL WAIT

FOR YOU . ITS A PROMISE I'VE MADE . &I MEAN IT

WHEN I SAY I DO . JUST TELL ME ITS A DREAM & I'LL

TELL YOU I'VE WOKE UPI FROM IT . A NEW DAY HAS

BEGUN .

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