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♥ Monday, December 03, 2007

its nice to be happy . but , just how long can it last ? *sigh* sometimes , things just dun go right luhhs . what you expect might not be what you'll get in the end . its just too sad , so disappointing ! well , have been leading a rather happy life . but , guess i have to admit i'm not happy now ? N0T AT ALL ! perhaps its cuz of my thinking bahhs . its like , i have so much to say and share with ppl i treasure . . A LOT ! but , i dun have the courage ? what i'm gonna say is for YOU ! you shld know who are you bahhs ? anyw , here goes : i'm sorry for not telling you my problems and all . but , have you ever thought abt it ? like , you're busy preparing for yr exams . yeahh , that i'm clear . just say , you're too busy alr luhhs ! but i've nvr forgotten what we did last time ? playing some stupid pillow fighting and all . i still rmb it . . till now . its just you ? think abt it , no msges , nth . comparing the past and the present , yeahh , we sort of drifted . but i guess its okayye . i've nvr blamed you ! but , nw all i ask for is that you do well for yr exams and i'll tell you whats wrong slowly . cuz i cant open up nw . i really cant . . idk if you're still who you are . or shld i say idk if i'm still the same as last time . i'll just wait till you're free okayye ? i need time to sort out my feelings . i'm very disappointed and lost right now ): if only someone would help me step out of this misery . . . *sigh* this just wont happen . its . . IMPOSSIBLE ! this is all i have to say for nw . &yeahh , sorry for being rude just nw ? i dint mean to answer back , but , my mood's just like that nw . anyw , i have so much to tell you . its just that , i dun have to the courage to tell you cuz i know it just wont work out ? sometimes i wonder if you're thinking what i'm thinking . like , late night calls and all ? it just seems so ytd . i'm sorry . . but , idk if i shld tell you how i feel . 我能爱你吗? this is a question i dun think i'll ever get an answer that i expected bahhs . yeahh , even you say i think too much ! then i guess i wont tell you bahhs ? i'll just be here to support you in everything that you do and admire you from afar . HAPPY PILL , give me an anwer if you ever find my blog and read this whole junk aites ? i hope you'll be happy after reading this and i'm sorry . i really cant tell you though you wanna know ? if its meant to be , it'll be . love is painful , love is blind , love is uncontrollable , love is unbearable , love is unconditional , love is when i knew you . . i hope this is true , really . *sigh*
what if i told you you're the last person
i would wanna hurt ?
you wont know how i'm feeling right
now , i guess .
no one will , its so confusing .
i'm thinking . . shld i give up ,
or not ?


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