} secrets are meant to be unknown :D MEMORIES <#3

♥ Wednesday, July 30, 2008

dint go to sch today :x

woke up early , though ?

waited for mama to leave the hse then GIRLFRIEND came (:

hohoho !

(p.s the name's ONDREA)

she wanted me to announce to the whole wide world .

anyw , girl , if you're reading this ,

better leave a tag and be honoured okay ?

after that , KANGWEI came over .

spend the whole afternoon with him ,

so nice of him huh ?

came all the way from yishun despite his back injury .

THANK YOU SO MUCH ! :D

we ordered pizza then share .

hoho ! made him eat some of my portion as well .

at least i was happy for this whole time .

time spent with him seems to fly , really :x

memories are back , i miss them so much .

good ones though , he gave me more happy than sad memos .

he went back at abt 710-715 ?

walk him to the void deck then came back for tuition .

tmrw , i'll go to sch . . for the sake of MATHS TEST !

gosh , tuition made me went bongus .

so tired , then came online , had to entertain some . . .

nvm , dont wanna say who .

to you-know-who :

i know you've been doing much for me .

i really appreciate it and i can tell you with a super

clear conscience that i've been trying damn freaking

hard to accept you .

but , i guess it wont work ,

not for us .

you keep asking me for answers .

how am i to think in peace ?

i dont liek this , i'm so tied down .

if you love someone , you'll wait .

you wont , you only care abt when you'll get what ?

i dont know , say i dont know or care bout how you feel .

if you think i'm that kind of person , go ahead .

do some soul-searching ,

who , in this whole wide world , can

tolerate people asking the same old questions when they're alr answered ?

it's like , you dont know how annoying it is .

if you dont know how to make a conversation last , then dont .

it really annoys me .

then you start being emo and all .

you tell me sorry for losing your temper after that .

what's all this suppose to be ?

i dont like it , i cant get use to this kind of life .

just let me go .

THIS IS MY ANSWER .

i know it'll hurt , but i guess we're better off as friends .

i've proved that alr ,

you can let me go in peace .

it's not gonna work anymore ,

I GIVE UP [:

i mean it with a smile .

face it too , you have someone else waiting for you anyww .

just go , i'll be more than happy .

you'll still be my bestest brother , though .

i mean it , the end .

girlfriend , iloveyou ! <3

dont know why , just feel like saying it .

anyw , see you in sch tmrw .

continue to be that crazy one okay ?

dont make me worry , i mean it .

cause i care for you (:

loveyouplenty !

sweeeeeeetheart ! <3

you're love too , as much as i love ondrea .

same goes to ting and ber .

anyw , you'll always be that sweet girl i know since

pri sch . work hard okay ?

we'll promote to sec 4 tgt next yr .

loveyouplenty !

sister ! <3

thank you for always being there .

no matter what , rmb that i'll always be here for you .

your mom and teachers may not

understand or hear you ,

i will . be strong and positive aites ?

we love you a lot (:

i still owe you a letter .

i wont forget .

loveyouplenty !

deeeeeearest ! <3

you're the second craziest .

continue to be crazy okay ?

3 yrs alr , we'll promote tgt next year .

work hard uhs .

anyw , out of the four of you ,

i think you're the one that hasnt been keeping

me updated .

do update , i have things to update you

on as well . see you in sch tmrw (:

loveyouplenty !

Labels: fcuk those who screw my mood .

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♥ Thursday, July 24, 2008

havent been blogging for quite some time .

anyw , no recent updates lahs .

oh ya , met NAT on tues at plaza sing , haha !

went to mos burger for lunch with her .

so funny , we were talking abt

something , then on our way back ,

we saw that person .

LOL :D

had a good laugh .

then ytd suppose to prepare for monday's debate .

then the usual bunch came and we had

quite some fun .

*GIGGLES*

tsk , the other day had video call with that PIG

on msn , super funny can ?

gosh , i'm so random .

hurhur , nvm lahs ! who cares ?

&receive a call from SILLY ytd evening .

as usual , he teased me again . -.-

he say he join gang and all .

almost wanted to kill him then he say he joking .

but he say he quit his course alr ,

dont know true or not lahs ?

he nvr say he's pulling my leg before hanging up nehs .

then had tuition .

what a funny teacher .

LOL !

then today nth to talk abt also lahs .

oh ya , to someone :

if you're reading this , i want to say thank you for

being so patient with me and caring all this while .

but i'm really sorry i cant commit .

it's not because of you , it's my prbolem .

move on okay ?

&thank you for that 'winnie the pooh'

hurhur . it's very much appreciated .

i'll stop here for now .

i dont know what to blog abt alr lehs ?

i'll blog again soon , i guess ?

HAHA :D

this is for my GIRLFRIEND !

eh , dumb . dont complain so much okay ?

now i'm blogging abt you alr .

thank you for being such a good listening ear in class

or even outside .

i really enjoy talking to you lahs !

but please , dotn make me worry okay ?

ILOVEYOUPLENTY;D

Labels: i wanna talk to you . anyone care to lend a listening ear/shoulder ? i'm tired :x, silly

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♥ Tuesday, July 15, 2008

haven't been blogging for quite some time huh ?

no inspirations , you see .

LOL ! anyw , WAYNE gave me morning call this

morning , THANK GOD !

if not , i'd be late for school again .

zzz .

anyw , finish sch at 230 ,

then waited for that DEAREST cousin of mine in the canteen .

hohoho ! ;D

she went back to sit for listening compre , chinese .

then wanted to go gelare ,

came back home instead .

then we started talking again (:

time spent with her seems to past so quickly :x

OH YA , STEPHEN FINALLY KNOW SOMETHING .

gosh , after sooooo long ?

LOL !

anyw , NAT went back at 615 ?

hurhur . have been restless since then .

now , i'm suppose to blog .

but i dotn know what to blog abt .

HAHA !

dint know some people were actually waiting

for me to update my blog lahs ?

*laughs*

well , i'm suppose to blog abt

ROY :D

firstly , he's given me much encouragement

the other time when i was down .

for that , I THANK YOU ! [;

it has been fun talking to him .

now i'm feeling so much better .

so , yeaps !

i'll be here for you too .

Labels: imma big girl now (:

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♥ Tuesday, July 08, 2008

first thing . blogging seems to be a burden to me now .

i'm tired of blogging ,

had replaced all happiness with unhappiness .

i'm so full of hatred , really (:

i fucking despise sluts like you .

seriously , go get some life and stop acting .

dont you know that you're such a goner ?

__I__

dread blogging , dread updating profiles .

really , i'm dead tired right now .

i shouldnt just vend my anger on anyone .

i'm damn unhappy with you .

you've got a problem with that ? THANK GOD YOU DONT KNOW ME .

or else you'll be sorry ,

trust me . i've should just stop vending my anger on

anyone else when you're the one i despise so much .

EDITING sucks big time .

come on lahs , who you trying to fool ?

you want attention just tell that person lahs ?

my blog's polluted with vulgarities .

hurhur . this is gonna be the last time .

i swear , i wash my hands off everything that

has got to do with you .

you ever play with me or my friends ,

you'd better watch out .

i'm warning you ,

i'm not made to hate .

you try pissing me off any further , you're gonna be sorry .

to all who were there for me :

thanks for being there .

you gusy were there when i needed y'all most .

really , i'll still be freaking miserable if not for your support

and all .

i'm seriously feeling much better alr .

all the hurts , i find happiness in them somehow .

it was a good experience ,

i've hurt many .

i've been too selfish as well .

i sincerely apologise and hope

that things will go back to the way it used to be .

i may be broken now ,

but i no longer fear .

cause i know i'm not alone .

THANK YOU , i really appreciate it .

sometimes , we say things w/o thinking .

we hurt them so much but we dint really .

by the time you realise it ,

you find that it's all too late .

somethings , when done , it could nvr be the same again .

&you'll start thinking ,

why am i so selfish ?

have i ever thought about how the other person feel ?

tend to think too highly of ourselves .

this is definitely not what i'd wanted .

but , it's too late now ,

i regret so much .

filled with remorse now .

what can i do ?

life is full of ups and downs .

i'm gonna learn my lesson and just move on .

i'll put whatever unhappiness behind me and

move on with a smile .

i wont let my friends down ,

i nvr want to anymore .

i'm stucked , but i'll find a way out .

i know i can do it ,

i wont depend on anyone ,

i'll face this on my own :D

dont wanna let you guys worry .

fret not , i'll be okay .

i've gone through more than enough ,

this is nothing .

i want everyone to be happy from now on aites ?

no matter what you do ,

always rmb , do it only if you're happy .

&if you ever need someone to be there ,

be it a listening ear or a shoulder to lean on ,

i'll always be here .

i dont want to be a 'princess' anymore ,

TOO MUCH hardships .

so much so that i'm feeling numb .

it's not worth it ,

i'll just continue to be who i am .

i'm me , no one can change the fact .

sorry to those i've hurt .

i've said more than enough sorry(s) .

i'll think abt how others feel from now on .

i know it's not worth doing all this .

i;ve got it .

but let me finish this entry ,

for the last time .

i'm nvr gonna bring this up anymore .

to you :

i'm sorry for all that i've said .

it wasnt supposed to be directed at you ,

but , yeaps . i'm just sorry .

&please , bear in mind that no matter what ,

you're still my friend .

i wont hate you ,

i nvr will .

please , if i'd been a burden or anything to you ,

i'm sorry as well .

dint mean to waste your time and all :x

Ii seriously dont know what's going on in your mind

right now lahs ?

dotn know if you still trwat me as your friend .

i really hope you'll treat me like you used to .

i feel so miserable ,

trust me when i say i do .

&whatever was said last night ,

had thought about it .

really very sorry , i dont know what else to say .

i've nvr felt this hurt before .

but i'd kept it inside me .

dont worry , i'll bear that in mind .

if you ever need someone to talk to and all ,

i'll still be here for you .

i hope you'll give me that support too .

dont like to be treated this way .

i dont know what to say anymore .

i'm lost for words , mind's blank .

all i can say is that i hate myself a lot .

i'd been a pest to some people .

*sigh*

i've also neglected how my friends feel .

i'm too selfish , i really am .

i wanna scream so much ,

but i cant seem to do it .

i always say i'm sad , buit i say it with a smile .

what's wrong with me ?

why cant i just let out my emotions ?

I FEEL SO FUCKED UP .

like , RAHHHHHHHH !!

GOD, i pray that you'll hear my prayer

and let things go back to normal .

i'm willing to do anything , really .

i asked for it , i deserve it .

perhap's this is retribution .

Labels: that idiot who tagged was me . hate me if you must (:

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♥ Monday, July 07, 2008

i'm blogging for the second time today .

i'm feeling real down now lahs ?

what's wrong with me ?

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE ):

i'm like the world's silliest person ?

gosh , i screwed my own life , fuck .

Forgiveness is such a simple word,

but it's so hard to do when you've been hurt .

dont know what got into me , really .

i'm so pissed off lahs ?

come on , angry with myself cause i care too much .

i dont mind caring , but not for someone who

dont need this care .

i know you'd apologised .

but , will things be the way it is before ?

i dont know what you think of me , but i can say :

i'm real mad now .

feel so betrayed and all ,

such a fool !

GOD , damn it .

pardon me for the language used .

but i really cant take it anymore , pack of lies !

perhaps i've cared too much ,

for someone who doesn't care .

now i know how it feels , shit !

AHHHHHHHHHH !!

KELVIN :

'hey , if you ever read this , i'm sorry .'

all these while , you'd been there for me .

you were there for me no matter what .

sorry for not replying your msges and

all your emails lately .

&i'm sorry for being so selfish , really .

i'd neglected your feelings cause i dint know how you feel .

the mail you send hit me real hard .

i admit , i'm stubborn and all .

please , i ask of you , dont walk out on me .

i need you in my life .

especially now , at this point of time when i'm lost .

crossroad of my life , which way to go ?

scold me , whatever !

just talk to me again , please .

you'd been there for me all these while ,

trying to make me happy and all .

i've been real selfish , i'm sorry .

i really am .

FORGIVE ME , WILL YOU ?

i'm feeling so fucked up now .

are YOU happy ?

i seriously dont know what am i to you lahs .

teasing me and all , go ahead .

if all these makes you happy , go ahead .

continue doing what you're doing .

THE PRINCESS . . . IS REAL MAD .

i'm fuming with rage , watch out .

anyone who offends me now , you'll get it .

i'm gonna vend all this shit of mine on you .

RAHHHHHHHHH !!

this time , i'm mean it and i'm serious .

i can be an angel , but you leave me with no choice .

this , is the dark side of me .

full of hatred , for some attention-seeking bitch !

i'll deal with you soon .

The world is full of goodbyes. You probably meet a new one every day, but that never makes it any easier.

you've nvr sign off with goodbye .

dont do this to me now , i'm not ready .

it's too late to regret ,

i cant turn back time as well .

i've been real troubled for the past few days ,

i know i'm no longer that cheerful me .

i'm sorry alright ?

i very much want to go back to those days .

but now , i cant .

&if you ever stop talking to me , i wont be able to take it .

what you told me earlier this morning ,

i've seen it for myself .

perhaps you were right , that's what he says to everyone .

I DONT GIVE A DAMN !

help me find the purpose of life .

just be there for me , will you ?

i'm tired , emotionally drained .

the world's a dangerous one and i cant face this alone .

i'm so sorry , really .

i know it wont work , though .

i've made a mistake , a big mistake .

too late for me to regret .

what am i gonna do ? fucked up lahs !!!!

"No one who had never been depressed like me ,

could imagine that the pain could get so bad that

death became a star to hitch up to,

a fantasy of peace someday which seemed better than any life

with all this noise in my head."

on the verge of breaking down ,

but i told you i'd be a good girl ,

i'll be strong .

now i've lost all hope , motivation and all . .

they are GONE .

who am i to blame ?

*SIGH*

i'm not gonna blame anyone here ,

it's all my fault .

responsible for all the outcomes .

too naive , too sensitive , too selfish .

It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen. It's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you've ever wanted.

princess , you're too gullible .

you're such a fool ,

you SUCK !

i wanna scream real bad ,

i wanna cry .

will you be there to lend me a listening ear ?

sweet talkings are only to deceive one .

you feel so happy , and after that , it's gone .

you lost all trust given to this person ,

that sense of betrayal .

I FUCKING HATE THOSE WHO FLIRT

AROUND LIKE NOBODY ELSE BUSINESS AND DENIES IT .

YOU DARE TO DO IT , ADMIT IT !

fuck you .

as for YOU-KNOW-WHO:

i'm real glad i'd known you .

you've taught me a lot .

if not because of you , i wont know i'd been

too gullible and all .

oh ya , spelling errors .

spot them and let me know alright ?

i'll try to make it perfect .

hurhur !

no point saying sorry , really .

get busy with whatever you are busy with .

all the best for your matches and all .

dont feel guilty only now .

i hope you know what you're doing ,

so disappointed with you .

like what i'd said ,

you so unpredictable .

the one who gave me hope ,

as well as the one who took it away .

seriously , what do you treat me for ?

i can be nice ,

dont take it forgranted .

think abt what you'd post and apply it to your life .

reflect on what you're doing ,

ask your conscience .

i trust you so much ,

yet this is what i get .

i've seen too much , i dont know what's going on .

really , think abt how others feel , you'll regret .

i've regretted so much .

i'm damn hurt , but why do i still care ?

i want to stop caring , i want to hate , i cant .

i'll just leave things as it is .

i've lost a friend who cares abt how i feel .

what do you know ?

i've got no rights to say all this , but i really have to tell you .

dont just say , do it .

you're guilty but you dont seme to be .

it's really contradicting lahs ?

please , dont do this to me .

you're hurt me enough ,

make me smile at least .

dont know if this is retribution .

i hope not lahs ?

just stop hurting me .

cant take anymore blows , i'll not be able to take it .

turned my world upside down .

i wish we'd switched position , really .

what did i do so wrong to deserve all this ?

blogging has become something unpleasant now .

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

i wish i could talk to you like used to

before .

had so much fun and all .

now , i dont know what to say anymore .

i've lost a friend , dont wanna lose another .

tell me what to do .

Labels: full of hatred . not towards anyone else but me .

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♥

barely have anything to blog abt .

had been reflecting these few days , i have no idea why .

anyw , read an entry and i thought it was rather true .

not completely , though .

let me guess , people from the 'NORTH' are too

naive & gullible .

say i'm paranoid , whatever .

i trust too easily , and i think it sucks a lot ?

the truth kinda hurt , but i guess it's better this way .

THANK YOU :D

after all , my life's much simpler .

dont wanna get tied down anymore .

KELVIN , sorry for not listening to you and all .

i've learned my lesson .

to you-know-who :

thanks for making me laugh and all .

but , i really dont know what to say .

yeaps , have to admit that i like you .

now that i've know the answer (:

&i'm very sure my predictions are right .

like you said , friends are the ones there for you .

are you even a friend ?

RAHHHHHHHHH !!

i cant be bothered anymore .

you wanna talk , dont wanna talk , up to you lahs ?

i effin hate people who are materialistic .

there are things you do not know ,

but i just want to tell you .

if you ever need someone , i'll still be here for you .

just know that you're not alone aites ?

i know i wont be of much help ,

but i'm willing to give it a try .

just take it as talking to some kid who dont understand

anything .

but well , i doubt you'll tell me anything .

you have so much friends anyw ?

ANTHONY :

monster , thanks alright ?

you nvr fail to be there whenever i'm down .

you're a good listening ear , really .

A FRIEND , indeed (:

i swear :

i'm not gonna be nice anymore .

mess with me and you'll get it .

ask yourself , who forced me to it ?

i love my friends .

they care for me , i'm so glad .

i just hope you'll treat me like you used to lahs ?

i'm human , i've got feelings (:

tell me you're not avoiding me .

well , i'll leave things as it is lahs .

no point talking too much .

SO WHAT IF YOU'VE GOT IT ?

so into the world huh ?

i still dont know you , not yet .

it sure takes time for ones true colour to surface .

YOU'RE SUCH A LOSER , ASSHOLE !

i'm sorry , but you forced me to it .

nobody messes with the princess (:

Labels: i've finally seen the real you, two-faced monster (:

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♥ Sunday, July 06, 2008

guess i wasn't in the right mind ytd .

feeling so much better alr ,

but stomach's still hurting real bad :x

anyw , gonna go for ministry attachment .

dont know where i'll be gg after that .

but i wanna go out lahs ?

LOL :D

&i really miss talking to him ):

i'll post again tonight if i feel like it .

hurhur .

Labels: missing your nonsense real much .

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♥ Saturday, July 05, 2008

got up at like 8 plus then called him .

anyw , he was still sleeping so i'd decided to call

back at a l8r time at abt 9 plus ?

first time , he dint answer , second time he answered .

then had some funny conversation .

met GIRLFRIEND at 1130 . lol !

anyw , we waited for ting , then went to jurong .

hurhur , first time go all the way there lahs ?

reach there , sat at some void deck .

seriously , he look better when he smiles (:

anyw , talked a bit then he had phone calls .

so i waited lors ?

instead , i was called 'EMO' .

tsk , i've not been emo for quite some time lahs ?

but it doesn't matter lahs .

&i resemble winnie the pooh . -.-

gosh , i dislike it so much lahs !

RAHHHH ><

anyw , kept quiet .

though i got suan-ed quite badly , i dint mind lahs .

after all , i got to see his smile .

that makes me real glad .

not forgetting all my spelling errors here .

hope i dint make any mistake today :x

went to KFC to look for sher & ting after that .

from there , we went to MARINA SQUARE .

met eugene&his gf there .

anyw , ting left at 4 plus 5 ?

then sher and i went to arcade .

wanted to watch movie at first , but i was supposed to be

home by 730 :x

&the time slots are all so late .

the earlier ones are like selling fast .

then played daytona and all , eugene and gf came in .

LOL ! saw this group of guys dancing parapara .

super funny lahs ?

hohoho :D

in the end , met sher's mom and we went for dinner tgt .

went to coffee club .

HAHA ! she's so nice can ?

&funny too ! xD

anyw , had pretty much fun and really enjoyed myself today .

GIRLFRIEND:

thank your mom for me again alright ?

i really had a great time today with y'all .

hohoho ! thanks for accompanying me as well (:

dont worry , what we shared just now ,

i guess just accept it as it is nors ?

we'll talk abt it again sometime soon (:

well , went to walk around after dinner .

hurhur ! went to this shop , then sher's mom tried some clothing .

then i was complaining bout something ,

walked out of the shop .

then the lady said said in chinese :

xiaomeimei , dont go first . your mama ask y'all to

wait here . she wanna let y'all see how she look .

then i turn around .

i was like ,

'huh ? she talking to me uhs ? LOL !'

sher&i started laughing non-stop .

anyw , wanted to go bugis to take neoprint .

but her mama say dont want .

she was pretty upset lahs .

but , it's okay (:

we'll go on monday alright ?

HAHAHA :D

if you're a good girl , your mama should let you stay over .

PRAY HARD ! lol .

went to carl's jnr. for a drink after that .

thrn took a cab home tgt with sher and her mom .

i feel so bad lahs ?

like , she paid for my dinner and transport home :x

anyw , a big thank you !

reach home around 10 plus to 11 ?

all this while , had been complaining .

girl , so sorry :x

you had to bear with it .

felt real bored , and just dint feel right .

my phone's too quiet , not used to it , i guess ?

waited for calls and msges , but to no avail ):

anyw , i dont wanna continue .

i'll just make myself feel worse .

now i'm starting to wonder if what you'd said were true .

perhaps i think too much .

but i've lost all confidence .

like , i dont know ?

how do you feel ?

it's like , i'm happy now , i really am .

guess i'm too sensitive ?

AHHHHHHHHHHH !!!

what am i to do ?

it's been a long time since i've felt this joy in me .

'i smile to myself whenever you text/call me'

i'm so afraid , afraid that it's just a dream .

GOD , HEAR ME !

i wanna stay this happy , can i ?

i'm so confused .

what's wrong with me these days ?

RAHHHHHH !!

will i really get treated like a princess ? gosh , i dont wanna think anymore .

i'm tired , afraid i'd get hurt again .

dont know what i'm thinking also .

fcuked up !

Labels: hope i know how you really feel . i'll just wait . . .

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♥ Thursday, July 03, 2008

talked to him on the phone last night .

then hung up w/o saying goodnight again :x

HURHUR !

anyw , continue to msg after hanging up

till abt 12 ?

went to bed after that .

woke up early in the morning .

have been msging him since this morning .

msg until his phone no batt , LOL :D

anyw , i'm happy for some reason .

cause of msg again .

haha !

after that , class was boring again .

no one to talk to ):

well , came home straight after sch .

drea , ting and ber had to go back to sch for maths remedial .

sher suppose to go as well , but she went home :x

anyw , came nack and slept for a while .

waited for his call/msg .

watched channel 8 at the same time .

my stomach's hurting .

keep gg toilet ,

afraid i'm having stomach flu ):

anyw , he called but i said i'd call back .

then he told me bout some pretty girl , hoho !

i've got nth to say .

anyw , he isnt feeling well either . ):

hope he'll get well soon ,

i feel so sad .

i dont know why . zzz .

i really dont know what to blog abt today .

i'm so not happy now lahs ?

i'm feeling terrible . T_T

anyw , i'll be having tuition again at 730 .

it's gonna be super boring again .

dont even know if i'm able to stay focused a not lahs ?

*SIGH*

i'm suppose to be happy .

why this sudden sadness ?

wanna be happy again :x

hope you'll get well soon .

rest early if you're unwell and take good care alright ?

make sure you drink lots of water and yeah ,

eat your meals .

it hurts to know you're unwell , really ):

&i'm being reminded of the past .

why why why ?!

i took so long to get over it ,

why bring it up again ?

AHHHHHHHHHHH !!!

i'll wait for the day when my life takes a turn .

you say i'll be able to be happy ,

you really think so ?

i hope so so too .

anyw , i think i know how you feel .

i'm just a spare .

hurhur , who cares ?

it's always like this (:

happy can alr .

Labels: upset and real sick .

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♥ Wednesday, July 02, 2008

gosh , i dont know why , but i'm really crazy .

LOL ! :D

someone made me happy again .

'you gave me confidence'

hohoho ! i did ?

if i did , i'll be real glad lahs (:

HAHAHA ! xD

anyw , sch was boring today .

keep wanting to sleep , i'm still in pain ):

but i guess it's okay lahs .

i've got motivations to bear with it ;D

hohoho !

anyw , had this super funny conversation with him

just now lahs ?

ROFL . it's like i've nvr seen a guy like him before .

the 28 definitions of love (:

&he actually 'said' , 'you gave me confidence'

96 times .

like , i dont know how to describe him .

CUTE ? FUNNY ? LOL !

I'LL SAY THIS :

he's not bad and he teases me to make me happy .

i enjoy this in a way as well .

as long as he's happy , i dont mind :D

guess this should be clear enough ?

anyw , i wont blog abt any other guy as well .

it's something i'd said .

i mean it (:

then i ask him to tell his friends imma princess .

he said , ' my princess'

not anybody's else's

NO ONE ELSE ! lol :DD

kept laughing till they were tears .

then i say i'll put whatever he'd said in here and he said

'PUT LAA !'

lol . i'll say this on behalf of him lahs .

CHEEFU'S TOO CUTE .

hohoho !

i'm like gg crazy alr lahs ?

princess here , princess there .

HAHA ! :DD

but i pretty much like this feeling and the life i'm having now .

i just like the way i'm being pampered .

the jokes and all , it may seem like

he's teasing me . but it's in such a way that it's ADORABLE .

like , you look forward to it .

i really enjoy talking to him , he makes me happy (:

hurhur !

he's gonna be so touched when he read this .

LOL ! but i'm sure he'll deny it .

hohoho . i can read people's mind though .

if only i'd felt this way earlier .

is this love ?

if it is , then i guess i know what it means (:

to be happy and to make the other

person happy .

HAHAHA ! xD

this warmth , deep inside me .

it's something so awesome .

waking up early to reply my msges .

LOL !

guess i'll stop here for now .

or else i'll not have enough to talk abt for tmrw . x:

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♥ Tuesday, July 01, 2008

nth much happened today actually .

sch was as boring as it has always been ?

but ended ealier then the others .

what to do ? PURE LIT !

lol .

anyw , suppose to call HIM last night but he slept

at 9 . hohoho !

woke up in the middle of the night ,

4.45am . dont know why , called him .

HAHA !

but he still sleeping .

i'm thinking , can i be this happy forever ?

LOL :D

anyw , my tagboard's becoming msn no. 2 .

hohoho ! but i like it (:

it makes me really glad .

tsk , if i wanna be pampered like a princess ,

i'll have to pamper him back .

he claims he's a prince .

HAHA ! he's so funny .

he asked me to send him one of the photo .

told him not to get too obsesses with it .

*LAUGHS*

anyw , he say he isnt obsessed with it .

well , i dont think so ?

he just dont wanna accept the fact .

hohoho ! ;D

nvm , i'm just crapping .

LOL !

he's tall , the kind who give one the sense of security .

he's cute too ! HOHO! don't be so happy ok ?

&yeaps , who would go and look for the definitions of love ?

it's like , so sweet lahs .

HAHA !

well , i'm glad i'm able to make you happy and all .

that is what i've always wanted .

to make others happy (:

a sense of happiness feels my heart .

i've nth to fear , i know that he's there for me [:

the past were mistakes ,

i've long forgotten abt it :D

i'm so happy , now i'm so much happier (:

with all my friends and all .

the word . . L.O.V.E

people take it forgranted .

but i wont , really .

guess i should stop here for now .

i wont go on anymore ,

before i say anything wrong that'll cause unhappiness .

hurhur .

i dont know why

but i'm just super happy .

seems like the hurts of the past are beginning to fade .

&i see hope (:

this feeling , it's indescribable .

it has always been this way :

i love you , i'm serious .

the other party would be ,

i love you too .

but deep down , it's all cause of something else .

i dont have the courage to love .

i'm afraid i'll get hurt again .

but , guess things are different now .

thanks to many ! :D

life would be dull w/o y'all .

Labels: i wanna be this happy always . rmb that i'm always here for you (:

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