dint go to sch today :x
woke up early , though ?
waited for mama to leave the hse then GIRLFRIEND came (:
hohoho !
(p.s the name's ONDREA)
she wanted me to announce to the whole wide world .
anyw , girl , if you're reading this ,
better leave a tag and be honoured okay ?
after that , KANGWEI came over .
spend the whole afternoon with him ,
so nice of him huh ?
came all the way from yishun despite his back injury .
THANK YOU SO MUCH ! :D
we ordered pizza then share .
hoho ! made him eat some of my portion as well .
at least i was happy for this whole time .
time spent with him seems to fly , really :x
memories are back , i miss them so much .
good ones though , he gave me more happy than sad memos .
he went back at abt 710-715 ?
walk him to the void deck then came back for tuition .
tmrw , i'll go to sch . . for the sake of MATHS TEST !
gosh , tuition made me went bongus .
so tired , then came online , had to entertain some . . .
nvm , dont wanna say who .
to you-know-who :
i know you've been doing much for me .
i really appreciate it and i can tell you with a super
clear conscience that i've been trying damn freaking
hard to accept you .
but , i guess it wont work ,
not for us .
you keep asking me for answers .
how am i to think in peace ?
i dont liek this , i'm so tied down .
if you love someone , you'll wait .
you wont , you only care abt when you'll get what ?
i dont know , say i dont know or care bout how you feel .
if you think i'm that kind of person , go ahead .
do some soul-searching ,
who , in this whole wide world , can
tolerate people asking the same old questions when they're alr answered ?
it's like , you dont know how annoying it is .
if you dont know how to make a conversation last , then dont .
it really annoys me .
then you start being emo and all .
you tell me sorry for losing your temper after that .
what's all this suppose to be ?
i dont like it , i cant get use to this kind of life .
just let me go .
THIS IS MY ANSWER .
i know it'll hurt , but i guess we're better off as friends .
i've proved that alr ,
you can let me go in peace .
it's not gonna work anymore ,
I GIVE UP [:
i mean it with a smile .
face it too , you have someone else waiting for you anyww .
just go , i'll be more than happy .
you'll still be my bestest brother , though .
i mean it , the end .
girlfriend , iloveyou ! <3
dont know why , just feel like saying it .
anyw , see you in sch tmrw .
continue to be that crazy one okay ?
dont make me worry , i mean it .
cause i care for you (:
loveyouplenty !
sweeeeeeetheart ! <3
you're love too , as much as i love ondrea .
same goes to ting and ber .
anyw , you'll always be that sweet girl i know since
pri sch . work hard okay ?
we'll promote to sec 4 tgt next yr .
loveyouplenty !
sister ! <3
thank you for always being there .
no matter what , rmb that i'll always be here for you .
your mom and teachers may not
understand or hear you ,
i will . be strong and positive aites ?
we love you a lot (:
i still owe you a letter .
i wont forget .
loveyouplenty !
deeeeeearest ! <3
you're the second craziest .
continue to be crazy okay ?
3 yrs alr , we'll promote tgt next year .
work hard uhs .
anyw , out of the four of you ,
i think you're the one that hasnt been keeping
me updated .
do update , i have things to update you
on as well . see you in sch tmrw (:
loveyouplenty !
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