} secrets are meant to be unknown :D MEMORIES <#3

♥ Friday, August 29, 2008

sian , dint want to go to sch today one luhs ?

then mama say okay .

in the end , my sister complain say unfair .

zzz . somemore i alr awake .

so mama ask me to go nors :c

HE dint sleep for the whole night again .

gave me 16 missed calls cause

scared i late for sch .

THANK YOU ! but i dint really wanna wake up .

my bad , dint let you know .

then super sian can ? but okay lahs . got sher & drea :D

guess it'll be fun luhs .

i dont know what's gonna happen l8r ,

hardly have any mood to do anything .

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♥ Thursday, August 28, 2008

today went to sch alone cause it was raining .

anyw , sch was fun luhs ?

but sad thing is , ms liang's leaving ):

but okay luhs , she gave us her email . hoho !

then after sch , ting , ber & sher came over .

hmm , sunday's definitely gonna be fun .

as for tmrw , i hope can stay out lahs .

dont know what to blog abt alr lehs ?

SIAN SIAN SIAN !

i dont know why but everything just seems to

be turning bad . *sigh*

i'm starting to think , ' what is it that matters ? '

i'm sorry i cant be the best .

but i DESPISE being judged and compared by

others luhs ?

past few days , havent been feeling very good .

i very much want to share it with you lahs ,

but i dont know how and where to start .

i mean what i say , my promises and all .

maybe you just dont see it but i'm really trying .

perhaps i think too much , perhaps not .

i nvr like to compare cause i dont want others

to compare or judge me back .

esp. when it's from someone dear .

i rmb every single thing you say .

so please , think before you say ya ?

i can be super crazy , but i can also be real down .

there are things i dont know how to say .

just dont want to hurt people lahs .

i dont know what to say also .

hope things will get better .

' so what if you do well in everything and

have the best smile or whatever ?

it sucks if you have the worst attitude .

judge not by the appearance ,

it wont last for long . '

tell me i'm wrong , tell me that i'm thinking too much .

i'll pull through this , i know i can .

baby , sorry :c

i really dont know what to say .

not that i dont wanna talk to you ,

i'm lost for words .

i may appear to be fine ,

but i'm lost inside .

i ask myself , ' why ? '

guess i think too much luhs .

i dont know , i'll talk to you soon okay ?

i love you , anyw .

xoxo .

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♥ Wednesday, August 27, 2008

haven't been blogging for the past few days .

anyw , sch was okay luhs ?

mood in sch was . . sad ? emo ? idk .

but , yeaps ! my girls were there for me like

they always were .

told them my problems and all , how i felt .

they were just there for me .

thank you , girlfriends ! <3

well , met BABY on sunday then went to vivo .

watched 'meet dave' .

quite cute , actually ? LOL :D

after sch , met BABY then studied for tuition .

sian , JEREMY dint come today , think he's got

something on bahs ?

so tuition's tmrw :c

BABY , i'm sorry for keeping certain things from you .

i'm really sorry , okay ?

but i had my reasons for doing so .

you dint think so after i'd told you .

but i promise i'll try to tell you EVERYTHING , alright ?

hmm , i never want you to be sad .

if you aint happy , i aint happy either .

what you say affects me more than anyone else .

so please , think before you talk , okay ?

ILOVE&MISSYOUPLENTY !

oh ya , i forgot . to everyone out there :

better get this right .

I FUCKING HATE THOSE WHO DECEIVE ME (:

if you are dersperate for friends or whatever ,

please lahs . you can get 'em anywhere on the streets .

dont come and flirt with my friends and i .

our friendship isnt as weak as you think .

so dont ever think of breaking us up !

&I WONT LET ANYONE HURT MY SISTER .

though i really scold and curse her a lot ,

she's the one who's always there whenever i need someone

to turn to . ever since aunty lavenia went to canada to

work , i've been sufferring more than usual .

so , yeaps !

i mean what i say and i dont just scold people for no reason .

I DONT LIKE TO LOSE MY COOL ,

what more , DEPISE PEOPLE ?

but dont test my patience . i wont be nice .

whatever that has happened , has happened .

i'll just forget it and carry on from here .

gonna hang out with the girls this friday .

it's gonna be so so so fun , can ?

but i'm more excited bout sunday luhs (:

FINALLY ! after so long , can see that PIG again .

hohoho ! it's been quite some time since we last

saw each other .

but got contact lahs ? that's the good thing .

THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE :D

you're like the best friend one can ever have .

CHEERS !

Labels: ` winnieee's missing xianren and obviously looking forward to the outings (=

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♥ Thursday, August 21, 2008

hmm , second entry for today .

CTF BLOGGED ABT ME !

anyw , ctf stand for :

CHI TOU FU .

*LAUGHS*

okay luhs , actually referring to SERENE .

well , keep disturbing each other

&i tell you , she's super perverted .

oh ya , i'm super super pissed with someone .

like , damn it lahs ?

i trust too easily lahs , can ?

&I THINK IT SUCKS A WHOLE LOT !

i hate people who do things behind my back and all .

i HATE liars , get it ?

oh ya , ASS asked me to change my pm

to something more glam like ,

'CHEEFU SO BLOODY HANDSOME , OMG'

haha . this is what he can do .

make me laugh by doing or saying weird

and unbelievable stuffs .

THANK YOU , FRIEND !

i'm much better now .

baby , rmb what i'd said earlier on okay ?

DONT THINK TOO MUCH .

nth's gonna change my love for you (:

i miss you .

talk to you , tonight ?

LOVE&MISSYOUVERYMUCH!

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okay , back to bogging again .

anyw , sch was okay pretty fun today , i guess ?

LOL ! fell asleep during chinese lesson .

then ting start to tickle me -.-

well , GIRLFRIEND dint come to sch today :c

then last lesson , end up making teachers' day

cards instead of history . weird .

after sch , met girlfriend at mall with

sweetheart and sister (:

ting suppose to come back with me cause

we wanna settle some stuffs .

end up , she went home .

hmm . baby's sleeping now &i'm blogging .

dont know what to blog abt .

was talking to EDWIN and he said ,

' blog abt how cute is edwin nors (: '

LOL !

a very extremely funny guy .

&A GOOD FRIEND INDEED .

anyw , yes yes , he is cute luhs .

like a kid like that .

( EDWINNN , better thank me uh ! )

gonna meet NAT for lunch tmrw after sch .

hohoho ! she's like , the best cousin ever :D

anyw , cousin's in town with his girlfriend .

dont know how long he'll be here .

i wanna go to NZ real soon :c

perhaps this dec hols ?

*laughs*

baby , i miss you .

hopefully i can meet you on SAT luhs ?

wanna see you real soon .

&yes , you owe me my letter !

RAWRRRR :x

trust me , you dont have to be afraid of

what you're afraid of aites ?

ILOVEYOUPLENTY!:D

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♥ Wednesday, August 20, 2008

met baby after sch today . but sher came over to use com first luhs (: she left abt 15-20 mins after he came . then i did my tuition homework . HOHOHO ! so proud of myself can ? LOL ! :DD anyw , baby asked me if i knew a girl named REGINA from pri sch . then he say she's the girl he told me abt . the girl who liked him :x i was like so effin shocked can ? gosh . i dont know what to say mans . teacher's day nearing and i'll be real speechless if i see her in sch . like , i feel very bad luhs , can ? baby told me not to feel that way , though . but i swear , ' I AIN'T JEALOUS ! ' hurhur . tmrw's gonna be yet another long , boring day . dismiss at 2 or 230 , not very sure . then dont know if i'll be meeting NAT soon . I MISS HER PRETTY MUCH LUHS ! miss baby too ;D

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♥ Tuesday, August 19, 2008

today had maths & lit test .

everything was okay luhs , then came

home straight after sch .

ting & drea came over with me as well (:

barely have the mood to go out

these few days :x

i also dont know why .

dont know if i should be happy or sad also .

anyw , i've been watching the olympic games .

dont know why also .

well , nth much to talk abt alr .

except that i'm pretty much glad cause

BABY sent me several msges .

tmrw 's gonna be a pretty fun day . . , guess ?

dismiss at 130 , then baby's coming down to meet me .

feel so bad having to make him make

such a trip .

anyw , i wanna go out soon !

but i dont feel like gg out .

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

looking forward to tmrw .

i'll see you soon , baby (:

loveyouplenty!

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♥ Monday, August 18, 2008

hrms , i haven't been blogging for the past few days .

dint go online as well luhs :x

just checked my mail , gosh , missed so many

friend's birthday reminder . i feel so bad can ?

anyw , nth much happened on friday actually .

suppsoed to meet baby lahs .

but sis dint have to go to sch cause pri 6 having their

PSLE . . , i think ?

then daddy took day off to bring us out .

so went home after sch nors .

SAT went to TPY , HDB hub with mama for some

training thing lahs . then baby went with us as well .

SAW GODSIS AFTER SOOOOOOOO LONG .

she went there with her mama and boyfriend , marcus .

they were super funny , really .

then , blah blah blah .

SUN went to church as usual .

the class i was attached to ,

two of them are my juniors from pri sch .

gosh , the pri 5s are super cute lahs , can ?

they are talkative , super extremely .

but they are a bunch of jokers as well (:

then dint msg and answer baby's call .

SORRY , BABY .

then , today , sch was okay lahs .

but have been feeling real tired these days ,

i dont know why also .

SIANNNNNNNNNN !

anyw , ting came to my hse after sch

while i stayed for another hour cause of pure lit .

zzzzz . dont know why i choose that also .

after that came back .

ting was trying to change her blogskin , hoho !

well , this is all that happened so far .

tmrw's gonna be a fun day , i guess ?

gonna watch money no enough 2 with drea & sher ?

also dont know if sher confirm .

hmm , i'm such a busy person :x

oh ya , if anyone ever wants to ask me out

and all , do let me know earlier .

cause i'm like super busy and need to find time ;D

baby , sorry for not telling you how i feel

at times okay ?

i hope you'll be happy luhs .

anyw , i'll see you on wed alright ?

UOYEVOLI !

♥you're all i ever needed.

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♥ Thursday, August 14, 2008

okay , i'm blogging now cause i'll be out

celebrating daddy's baptism birthday .

this morning got up feeling rather happy ,

went to sch hoping i'll have a great day .

dint wanna go to sch at first .

but SUPPOSED to have mass choir

prac for tmrw's mass .

then amelia dint come , great !

bryan msg me saying ,

' eh , amelia nvr come today '

then i'm like , what's that suppose to mean ?

so reply asking him if there's

still gonna be prac and who's fine with it .

after that , i told him this ,

' thought got prac so i come to sch .

now like that , i shouldnt have came lahs ?

waste my time only . ' -.-

then he reply saying i give him attitude .

what the hell lahs ?

get some life will you ?

who screw whose day first ?

JIAQING still purposely tell me bout blog

stuffs and all . like , what can i do ?

if you'vce got comments to make after

reading my entries , then please refrain from

coming to my blog .

i dont need such nonsense can ?

then something happened after that . .

dont feel like talking abt it anyw .

things got worse lahs , i also dont know why

i chose to go to sch this morning .

i really shouldnt have gone can ?

nvm lahs , i got nth to say anyw .

there'll be mass tmrw .

should i go to sch ?

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

lost my mood totally :x

my day's so screwed , how how how ?

met NAT after sch for lunch .

still very sian , talked abt stuffs lahs .

i'm looking forward to meeting her again next friday for lunch .

ALL THE BEST FOR YOU PAPER NEXT WEEK .

baby , i'm sorry for making you worry

about me again today :x

guess you're having your test now while

i'm blogging . wish you all the best !

i'm sure you can do well ,

dont worry too much bout me can alr (:

anyw , dint really get to talk to you today .

you sound so tired and i'm like so unhappy .

smile no matter what ya ?

i'll talk to you tonight , if i can .

if not we'll just msg .

i sure miss you a lot , if only you're here now ):

i've got so much to tell you .

i wont keep things to myself ,

i've promised you .

rest early if you're tired okay ?

UOYEVOLI .

xoxo.

Labels: i dont know how i'm supposed to feel right now laas . SCREWED .

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♥ Wednesday, August 13, 2008

haha , i'm back to blog again .

like , FINALLY ? LOL :D

anyw , so much happened these few days .

hrms , start with friday bahs ?

FRIDAY went out with the usual bunch and

met my BABYYY (:

but very funny lahs , they keep saying stuffs

when i nvr talk can ?

but okay lahs , thank them for that actually .

anyw , we watched a rather nice show ,

for me lahs , that is ?

after that went home then walked ting to

the interchange then BABY walked me home [:

SAT and SUN super boring .

went to granny's hse and church as usual .

then , monday , met up with ting and BABY (:

oh ya , kor came along as well .

then , yeaps . dont wanna talk abt it lahs .

LOL :D

anyw , time flies whenever i'm with him .

if only time would stop huh ?

I MISS HIM SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH !

everytime we have to part , i'll ask myself

the same question , ' when will i ever see you again ? '

no choice lahs .

anyw , he fold a bottle of stars and replied to my letter (:

he's like super sweet and thoughtful can ?

wanting to know more abt me and all ,

it really touches me .

baby , i love you a whole lot .

regarding your fears , dont worry alright ?

and i'll takecare of myself .

you have to takecare as well .

okay ?

anyw , i just want to tell you that

i've been happy all these while .

it's like , you're always there for me whenever i needed you .

i'm happy when you're happy (:

bear that in mind , always .

as day passes , i miss you more and more .

awww , when will i ever see you again ?

i miss you so much :x

love you truckloads <3

xoxo .

Labels: gonna miss you so much laas . cant talk to you tonight ):

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♥ Thursday, August 07, 2008

okay , i'm like , effin' bored now lahs can ?

sian . anyw , went to meet friend ytd .

then i drank and got drunk -.-

i dont know why lahs , but it's not suppose

to turn out this way . gosh , i've to drink more

often . LOL ! :D

anyw , reach home at 6 plus , then went to nap

for a while . it's like , i was damn dizzy and

cant walk properly , super embarrassing lahs ? then mama came back and woke me up .

it went like this :

mama ; ' did you drink ? '

me : ' no lahs , dont disturb me can ? '

mama : ' dont bluff me , can smell alcohol '

me : ' aiya , okay lahs . '

mama : ' you better tell me before JEREMY comes ! '

[p.s JEREMY's my tutor]

then i told her nors .

sian ! couldnt concentrate , mind's blank till now :c

he asked me what happened and i told him .

then he say ' no wonder you keep smiling '

LOL !

then woke up , went to sch .

gosh , got two test today , i cant think abt anything

can ? hurhur .

then after sch came home online for the whole of

this afternoon :x

very sian , all my happy pills not online ):

anyw , i'm gg out tmrw . YAYYYYYY !!

cant be any happier lahs ?

lol ! oh ya , i became a saviour today :D

WOOHOO ! and i've found my ecstacy .

hohoho , shall blog again (:

Labels: i cant be any happier mans, i've got super good friends (:

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♥ Monday, August 04, 2008

haha , back to blogging (:

watched initial D on channel U last night !

gosh , EDISON & JAY <3

LOL .

then before that , was chatting with pig on msn .

the conversation made me laugh , a lot !

it went some thing like this :

PIG - yes my dear what can i do for you ?

ME - hurhur , nth . LOL :D

PIG - why you hurhur ? is because i say , ' yes my dear . . . '

ME - NO LAHS ?! lol .

PIG - dont deny . ME - i sign out first bahs ? call you l8r . dont miss me uhs ?

*LAUGHS*

&I laugh until it was time for bed .

called KANGWEI , but he was out drinking with his friends .

*sigh* how old alr still dont know how to takecare .

hrms , make people worry for him lahs .

anyw , woke up at 545 this morning :x

then at 630 , morning call PIG ! HAHA .

after that , walked to sch with bryan (:

lessons were boring as usual .

then GIRLFRIEND came over to my hse after sch .

receive some weird calls from my ex's friends .

then ask if i mind making friends with them .

hurhur , so i say no lors ?

they called and hanged a few times :x

dont know what to blog abt alr , sian .

guess i'll blog again another time .

OH YA ! i'm starting to edit photos , dont know why .

MAYBE that BITCH inspired me bahs ?

hoho . i'll play with her , friend stealer .

how immature .

anyw , i should end here (:

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♥ Saturday, August 02, 2008

ytd went to sch earlier than usual .

dint wanna go at first , but still , went for some reasons .

everything was okay until elect. when caslin

start telling me bout stuffs .

it's like , the way she says it ,

makes me feel like i havent been treating him

like some human at all .

she keep telling me , 'he sucks'

i'm like , no , he dont . it's just that . . .

nvm , dont wanna say .

after sch , suppose to go for movie with huiquan they all .

then for SOME reasons , i couldnt go .

huiquan ask me why i dont wanna go .

i ask him why ?

he say so that next time he wont call those people .

then i say , ' no lahs , anyw , i also not vcery close to daphne

and marcus '

then he say , 'oh . . .'

then he called me at night , say he told daphne i dont

want go cause i scared of her .

WHAT THE FUCK LAHS ?

what he know ?

he dont know anyhow bomb only .

whatever i tell him , others will know in the end .

BLABBERMOUTH !

just keep your bloody mouth shut , will you ?

FUCKER !

i trust too easily , i guess ?

too naive .

this is the third time alr .

first time , he go tell his tuition friends abt ZHONGJIE's

stuffs .

second time , he say out who i like

cause he saw something .

now's the third .

you betray my trust man .

i'm so effin disappointed with you .

I HATE YOU A WHOLE DAMN LOT !

i dint do anything to you ,

you treat me like that .

KNS , YOU WATCH OUT !

next time , if others do anything to you ,

i shall help you no more .

you're such a two-face .

pretend to be nice when you're not .

IDIOT ! still sAY TRYING TO HELP ME ?

HELP ME WHAT ?

who are you to decide what i should and all ?

i know what i'm doing lahs ,

dont need you to help .

others know thye also nvr say anything ?

you so big mouth for what ?

anyhow bomb somemore .

kaobei lahs !

i really hate you now .

dont act nice lahs , hors !

YOU MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS !

FROM NOW ON , I WONT TELL YOU ANYTHING ALR .

DONT BOTHER ASKING , YOU'RE A PAIN .

FUCK OFF LAHS , ARRRRSHOLE !

anyw , woke up and came online .

talked to ASS and he said i was naggy ):

anyw , it's okay . glad to have talked to him .

crapped quite a lot though .

anyw , i'm bored .

i wanna go out , but very lazy .

PIG say anytime before 430 .

should i go , or not ?

i cant decide , RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!

blog again , goodbye .

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