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♥ Wednesday, October 15, 2008

well , i'm starting to wonder if i'm doing the right thing .
all this while , i tried to be the best i can be ,
i tried real hard to be there for you .
perhaps the others were right , i was dumb .
think abt it luhs ?
you try real hard to be nice and all .
then that person says how gr8 a friend you are and
tells some other people that ' i dont want to be in their clique ! '
what's this suppose to mean ?
come on , am i not trying ?
it really breaks me into pieces luhs , like , what the fcuk ?!
i feel really betrayed and rejected can ?
i seriously dont know what i'm gonna do .
tell me what i should do , i should cry as well huh ?
my <3's>
i cant prevent certain things from happening ,
imma failure .
i feel as if i'm being controlled rather than me being myself .
anyw , met baby after a long day of torment .
went to snow city with a heavy heart but got better eventually , thanks , friends !
came back , met him then went to long john .
dint want to come home early so watched HEROES on his laptop at a void deck nearby .
came up at abt 9 ,
he accompanied me till 1030 ?
i know he's tired , but he still came to look for me .
i'm blessed to have such a thoughtful boyf. , really .
feeling much better after having him around , his presence really made me feel better .
baby , thanks for your company this evening .
if not for you , i guess i'll still be emo-ing now for NTH ?
well , you're tired , i know .
rest early okay ?
ILOVEYOU <3333333333
tmrw's daddy's birthday and mom isnt in town .
that means , i'll have to takecare of everything :/
hmmm . hope dad would be happy tmrw and always be ?
hopefully mom's gonna enjoy herself there .
i just want to make people happy ,
it applies to all who cares abt how i really feel .
i dont like it when i hear something i wish i dint hear .
SORRY people , if i ever upset you .

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