} secrets are meant to be unknown :D MEMORIES <#3

♥ Thursday, October 30, 2008

i'm leaving early tmrw morning .

had a gr8 time today today , be it with ctf or the girls :D

well , sch was okay , but got caught for being late -.-

anyw , went to ctfs' place after writing the reflection

&she made potato salad for me .

THANK YOU !

hmmm , cheer up okay ?

i know how you feel just now , for the show and all .

fret not , i'm here for you , yeah ?

*laughs*

oh my , it's like , less than 12 hours before leaving :/

baby uh , baby .

i'm gonna miss you a lot , really :c

dont sleep too late for the next three nights okay ?

tskkkk , i've such a hardworking boyf . !

HOHOHO (:

your project's gonna be a success .

rmb , i'll support you no matter what .

i love you , boy .

Labels: you'll always be my baby (:

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♥ Wednesday, October 29, 2008

back to blogging .

well , sch dint turn out to be as bad as i'd thought (:

had a good talk with SERENE about certain stuffs ,

wont talk too much bout it alr .

then during physics , mr lai really did a gr8 job @ entertaining us luhs ?

LOL :DDDDDDDDDDDDD

went to SERENE's hse after sch , yuan ting as well .

hmmm . she cooked for us again , how sweet !

then they were doing some stuffs &i felt real bored ,

&ting left her hse at 2 plus ?

*LAUGHS*

watched 放羊的星星 with CTF .

i was watching and crying , she was like ,

'ohmygod , my ctf's crying !'

yeaps , she went something like that luhs .

then her dad came back and some funny conversation and all took place .

laughed quite a bit then came home ,

stared to think abt the show and all . zzz .

i must've affected certain peoples' mood bahs ?

对不起噢~

i must thank especially ting & ctf .

beeeee , sorry , i know i've been weird today :/

but yeaps ! dont worry too much , okay ?

i'll be fine really soon :D

&i'll be leaving on friday , i'm gonna miss you a whole lot .

wont be able to see you till after next week .

but i cant talk to you before sleeping as well :c

do takecare when i'm not around yeah ?

but i'm glad you know that i'll give you moral support .

i'm sure you can do a gr8 job for your project (:

it's been hard on you , sorry , i cant be of much help .

so much to say , but yeah , i can go on for super long .

Je t'aime

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morning , earthlings !

fancy blogging when everyone else is sleeping .

well , gonna leave the hse after blogging ,

lessons till 1130 ?

i seriously have got no idea where i'll be heading off to afterwards (:

hmmm . gonna leave for genting on friday morning .

from what i've heard , got to wake up at 430 . zzz .

anyw , i met baby ytd so wont be meeting him today :/

&i wont be seeing him for the whole of next week as well .

that's what he'd said luhs ?

well , it's time to go , shall blog again .

perhaps in the afternoon , i dont know :D

glad to have you around ,

you never fail to make my day huh ?

well , i'm sure two weeks would pass real fast .

focus and finish your project soon alright ?

get over & done with it (:

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♥ Sunday, October 26, 2008

HELLOOOOOOOOO , WORLD ! :DDD

ytd's bbq wasn't as boring as i'd thought it would be .

well , i played volleyball and monkey with dad & co. (:

left pasir ris at 11 plus , midnight ?

oh ya , i saw ben there and it was just coincidence luhs .

but he kept telling me many other stuffs , guess it's normal coming from him .

came back feeling ultra drained , both physically & mentally :/

talked to baby before gg to bed .

woke up early this morning as usual , then went to church .

i tell you , i'm sooooooooo gonna miss the kids luhs ?

it's like , next sunday's the last lesson with them but i wont be in town :c

that means , i'll only get to see them on the 8th .

purposely planned an outing with them cause next year ,

don't think i'll be teaching them next year .

after church , i went to granny's hse till abt 6 ?

then came back , suppose to go for bowling with dad @ KOVAN , 8pm .

but i wanted to watch hsm2 again -.-

plus , the star awards @ 83o :DDDDDDDDD

then baby came over to keep me company till 955pm .

i know that he's extremely tired cause he's been rushing to finish his project &

i believe he dint get enough sleep luhs ?

seriously , i do feel the pain .

it's like , he's working so hard & all but i cant do anything to help .

all i could do was just to be there for him :c

i'll be spending my day @ church tmrw ,

&i guess he's gonna continue with his project .

*sigh* i dont want him to fall sick again luhs , really .

baby , please takecare alright ?

know when to stop , dont force yourself .

rest if you're tired , that's all i can say .

there are too many things to be said , wont be able to say everything here .

as usual , 8 letters , 3 words ,

ILOVEYOU :D

i shall stop here for now , blog again soon .

Labels: i'll always be here for ya .

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♥ Saturday, October 25, 2008

let's see , i'm supposed to blog last night .

but , oh well , went down to jurong west after church last night :/

hohoho ! met baby to pass him the muffins .

hmmm . reach there at 11 plus then dad dint think it's a good idea for me to stay :c

but okay luhs , at least i got to see him and surprise him .

headed down to kallang stadium's KFC cause dad &sis wanted to eat .

well , reached home at 1 ?

gonna go prepare for church and yeah ,

dad's company's having some activity and i'll be gg to pasir ris after cat class :D

i'll play real hard , BOWLING !

*laughs*

heard dad saying he's gonna bring the volleyball .

HOHOHO :DDDDDDDDDDD

sad thing is , i wont be able to join the others after class

unless they go to pasir ris ?

&yeah , my internet is CRAZYYYYYYYYY .

seriously hope i can get a lappy soon , all to myself (:

baby , sorry uh .

the muffins were kinda screwed up luhs ,

but yeah , hope it makes you happy .

well , i'll see you real soon , ILOVEYOU :D

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♥ Friday, October 24, 2008

hohoho ! today's a happy day :D

well , woke up at 10 plus when NAT called me .

she came to take her clutch & yeah , used the com .

met my mom and sis for lunch tgt with her @ the mall :/

i'm like , super full can ??????????

then met serene , she came to my hse .

did some stuffs tgt , nth obscene though (:

gg to church l8r , so dont think can meet BABY alr .

well , i'll blog again soon , gonna stop here for now .

Labels: a day filled with lots of love :D

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♥ Thursday, October 23, 2008

to those who've been there for me today ,

THANK YOU (:

i'm seriously feeling much better .

&yes , to the one who's been there for me all these while .

BABY , THANK YOU <3

you're still ill , do take gr8 care yeah ?

i know that i've said this for a million times ,

but yeah , it's cause i care for you .

though you're on MC , you still went to help your friend with the project .

it must've been hard on you .

well , i'll be here for you , okay ?

i really appreciate your presence and company today .

i've got so much to say , but i dont know how &where to start .

ILOVEYOU :D

girls , y'all will always be dear to me yeah ?

&serene , you too .

thank you for being there for me and all .

Labels: boy ., i'll give you moral support

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currently @ serene's hse blogging .

well , got back my report book early this morning ,

day kinda screwed up luhs :/

i know i haven't done well luhs ?

but yeah , i dont see why mama wanna do this to me .

it really turns me off to know that she's like that .

dad should've attended the ptm instead of mom .

*sigh*

but , yeah , nvm luhs .

gonna meet baby l8r ,

so i'm like super happy + excited ?

lol :DDDDDD

'all .i miss him a whole lot .

hope he'll get well soon

&yeah , his project .

i couldnt do anything to help ,

i'm sorry and i feel bad .

but i guess i'll just be here for him .

i used to think that home was the best place for me .

but now , i guess i'm starting to think otherwise .

sorry to disappoint y'all .

but yeah , come on .

it's my life yeah ?

i want to do what i want ,

not what y'all want me to do .

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♥ Monday, October 20, 2008

let's start with saturday . well , met jan and went to KFC for a DRINK . LOL ! headed to church and met the others . dint expect that day to be filled with so much fun . certain people would know why (: separated into groups . jourdan , jan , thomas and i were in the same group , BLACK :DD sad thing's that our group was filled with guys , so jan and i were like , CRAP ?! but it was superrrrrrrrrr fun , i swear . during the ice breaker , made new friends . jeremy , christopher and mark ? tsk . went for dinner then from there , proceed to TPY sports hall and i saw my friends from NATIVITY ! well , i was real glad , and some funny incidents happened there luhs . i'll just say i wont forget SATURDAY . YESTERDAY went to church as usual early in the morning . then came back home for about an hour or so , then met ctf at the mrt . suppose to go out with baby , ctf and hui . but yeah , hui dint turn up for certain reason . met baby at city hall then walked to marina square . hohoho ;DDDDDDDDDDD chilled @ starbucks ! after that went 'shopping' , followed by a show . but ctf left for jojo's bbq :/

had lotsa fun ytd , thanks to boyfriend . though i felt sad for some reason , i really enjoyed myself ytd . beeee , thank you for spending so much time with me ytd . I LOVE YOU :D there are many things i wish i could tell you , but sometimes , i just dont know how . so , yeah . it's not that i dont wanna tell you . &i'll definitely tell you when i have the courage to . i said a lot of nonsensical stuffs last night , sorry .

went to bed again after baby called me . then had a super long + good night sleep (: haven't had such sleep for so long . woke up and found 7 msges , 5 missed calls . hohoho ! oh ya , sweetheart , sorry yeah ? woke up too late + charging my phone :/ i'll talk to you abt the job thing tmrw . mama's coming back tonight , gonna fetch her at the airport l8r . i dont know if i should laugh or cry , really . &yeah , my internet still not working :c i can't watch my 放羊的星星 . sian , guess really need go buy the cd alr luhs . then i'm gonna hear dad's nagging again . zzz . shall stop here , blog again .

boy , i miss you so . your sweetest hello , your hardest goodbye . one thing that i'm sure of . . you mean a whole lot to me , &i want you to be happy , as much as i want my friends to be happy . you'll never know how much i love you :D

Labels: i miss my boyfriend already .

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♥ Friday, October 17, 2008

i'm bored , i really . i dont know what to say as well :c winnie's gg CRAZYYYYYYYYYY real soon . how ? how ? how ? the speechless me . zzz . feeling of discontentment . ARGHHHHHHHHHH !! forgive me if i'm weird these few days . sick mentally . hohoho ! i dont know if i should laugh or cry man . i'm weird , i really am . GOSH , this sucks .

Labels: *sigh*

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went to sch today cause there's thanksgiving mass ? woke up feeling nauseous and my stomach was hurting :c mrs ng asked for MC &i'm like , okay ~ then wrote some stuffs during english lesson . the rest of the day was normal ? came back and slept all the way till 645 , sorry , sweetheart , dint send you off :x tmrw's SAT & i guess i'll be spending my day at church . well , no choice also luhs . i dont know why , i feel very emo today -.- gonna meet baby on sunday , i'm looking forward . dont know what to blog alr , no mood today . shall blog again when i feel like it . finally it's over , hmmm .

Labels: please tell me you dont mean what you say .

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♥ Wednesday, October 15, 2008

well , i'm starting to wonder if i'm doing the right thing .

all this while , i tried to be the best i can be ,

i tried real hard to be there for you .

perhaps the others were right , i was dumb .

think abt it luhs ?

you try real hard to be nice and all .

then that person says how gr8 a friend you are and

tells some other people that ' i dont want to be in their clique ! '

what's this suppose to mean ?

come on , am i not trying ?

it really breaks me into pieces luhs , like , what the fcuk ?!

i feel really betrayed and rejected can ?

i seriously dont know what i'm gonna do .

tell me what i should do , i should cry as well huh ?

my <3's>

i cant prevent certain things from happening ,

imma failure .

i feel as if i'm being controlled rather than me being myself .

anyw , met baby after a long day of torment .

went to snow city with a heavy heart but got better eventually , thanks , friends !

came back , met him then went to long john .

dint want to come home early so watched HEROES on his laptop at a void deck nearby .

came up at abt 9 ,

he accompanied me till 1030 ?

i know he's tired , but he still came to look for me .

i'm blessed to have such a thoughtful boyf. , really .

feeling much better after having him around , his presence really made me feel better .

baby , thanks for your company this evening .

if not for you , i guess i'll still be emo-ing now for NTH ?

well , you're tired , i know .

rest early okay ?

ILOVEYOU <3333333333

tmrw's daddy's birthday and mom isnt in town .

that means , i'll have to takecare of everything :/

hmmm . hope dad would be happy tmrw and always be ?

hopefully mom's gonna enjoy herself there .

i just want to make people happy ,

it applies to all who cares abt how i really feel .

i dont like it when i hear something i wish i dint hear .

SORRY people , if i ever upset you .

Labels: do some reflection and understand .

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♥ Tuesday, October 14, 2008

got back more papers today :c one word : disappointed . well , i know that i could've done much better than i had , dint expect to get such 'awesome' results . whatever lahs , hope can promote to sec 4E . i seriously pray that i'll get promoted . oh God , that's all i ask of you . dont want to go to NA or worse , retain . not that it's bad , just feel that i'll waste another year . mood's kinda screwed today , should be cause of my results bahs ? but what's done cannot be undone . guess i'll have to work harder for o's , really hard . sometimes , things just dont go our way . guess everything happen for a reason bahs ? perhaps it'll be better this way , i miss you , i really do . read me like a book , can you ? &iloveyou ; hope can see you on sunday , sat cant make it , sad thing . xoxo .

Labels: who's gonna know what i'm thinking ?

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♥ Monday, October 13, 2008

hohoho :DDDDDDDDDDD

i'm back to blogging .

anyw , haven't been blogging due to exams + laziness .

now that exams are over , i'm finally freeeeeeeeeee (:

*LAUGHS*

got back some results today .

not really satisfied but okay luhs .

can pass jiu hao ;D

super happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (^.^)

LOL ~

1o1o . hmmm . PIGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :D

ytd beeeeee came to look for me .

kind of pushed him away in a way :x

sorry , dint mean to :c

dont know why i reacted that way as well .

hmmm . dont be angry okay ?

not that i dont want to READ this post to you .

but , it'll be better if you read it yourself yeah ?

ILOVEYOU;D

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