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♥ Sunday, November 30, 2008

haven't been in the mood for much lately .

i'm very much deprived of sleep luhs ?

zzzzz

i know not what i want ,

too tired to think abt it actually :/

i want to get my life back , really .

dont know what to blog abt ,

just trying to keep my blog gg .

Labels: mentally drained .

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♥ Thursday, November 27, 2008

woke up feeling good .

but now my mood's like real screwed up ?

ctf asked if i wanted to make a trip down to Jurong with her .

i could've said yes , straightaway w/o giving THEM notice .

yes , i WAS dumb .

i knew what would happen if i'd told y'all .

&yet i still kept to being a 'good' girl .

fancy thinking that i WOULD get what i want .

me &my wishful thinking .

if y'all ever read my entry , good for you .

i really dont get it .

people say i've got good parents , what ?

indeed , i've good parents .

but that's what they see .

*sigh*

jan , sorry for the last min. changes :/

i'll see you again sometime soon .

i've really got no mood for blogging these days .

i wish i could grow up faster .

&i would want to have a house on my own ,

w/o you guys controlling me .

thanks uh , birthday plan keep changing .

&i thought we mention earlier that we can always have another trip ?

now the trip comes first ,

what abt what y'all had promised ?

that's why , promises are meant to be brokened .

how true huh .

beeeee , thank you .

you've always been the one listening to all my complaints and all .

happy studying , hard work pays off .

iloveyou .

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♥ Monday, November 24, 2008

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!

i'm super super super unhappy now lah , can ?

all my plans seems sooooooooo screwed :c

why ? why ? why ?

*sigh*

i dont want anything alrd luhs !

i may seem to be able to have what i want ,

things take a turn eventually .

i'm soooooooo borken inside ,

i dont know how to describe .

when will things ever turn out the way i'd always thought it'd be ?

i dont know who to turn to ,

what i should do ,

or what i should say .

lord , i dont ask for much .

i just want to be happy at least ,

till after christmas .

why is it so hard for me not to feel sad and all ?

esp when i'm alone :c

i want to be who i am when i'm with my friends .

i tend to be more happy .

i despise coming home , a lot ! :c

guess i'll be turning in early ,

i dont wanna think abt anything .

beeee , sorry for being so 'weird' today .

hope it dint affect you in anyw :/

whatever it is ,

i want you to know that you're always on my mind .

i'll hold on as long as you dont push me away .

dont doubt my love for you , yeah ?

i'll always be here for you if you need anyone to talk to .

just like before ,

we used to tell each other a lot .

i now i'm 'weird' today , really sorry ;x

but yeah , i'll be fine soon .

work hard , all the best for your exams and quiz .

rest if you're tired alright ?

dont want you to fall sick .

ILOVEYOU .

it's been a few hours and i miss you alrd .

there are many things i wish i could say . i just dont know how to say and who to share it all with . i cant keep it to myself , i know . guess i'll just rest and let it go .

Labels: screwed :c

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♥ Thursday, November 20, 2008

dont really know what to blog abt :/

CTF asked me to , so i shall be nice .

HOHOHO :DDDDDDDD

well , today's super boring , i swear .

dint meet the girls for pool in the end :c

supposed to meet NATALIE for dinner as well .

but i guess she'd forgotten :x

shall blog soon , ciao !

Labels: boring day indeed . i'm super hungry :c

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♥ Sunday, November 16, 2008

hmmm , gonna call beeeeee after this entry .

friday , beeee came over after sch and he left at abt 11 :/

then i met him after mass last night .

HOHOHO :DDDDDDDDD

i've been seeing him for the past few days .

it's like , thurs was the only day i dint meet him :x

used to meet him like once in a while .

now it's like , super frequent luhs ?

met him again today .

he's full of surprise luh , can ?

came over early in the morning

&even went to church with us .

IT'S CONFIRMATION TODAY :DD

he actually stayed throughout the whole mass .

what a good boy (:

then we came back home and took picture .

guess i'll upload it another day , i'm too tired now :/

went down to granny's place and we played uno and stress with my sis .

hurhur ;D

left for dinner with mom , dad , sis & beeee @ BALESTIER .

could tell he was really shocked .

my mama ordered so much food and had to packet in the end .

sent him home after that (:

cousin , thank you for helping me with my hair and all early this morning <3

love you plenty !

HOHOHO :DDDDDDDDDDDD

beeeee , thank you for coming down to accompany me these days okay ?

you'll be studying for the next few weeks ,

guess i'll take this time to get used to not meeting you again .

I'M GONNA MISS YOU A LOT :c

i have to admit luhs , if not i'll be lying .

it'll be good for you as well , work hard yeah ?

i know you can do well , you've always done well .

you put in a lot of effort in whatever you do .

but rmb to take care of your health , ya ?

i'll see you really soon yeah ?

two-three weeks .

guess it'll be over soon , i'll just bear with it .

you' really make me happy despite all the stupid dreams -.-

i wont think too much .

ILOVEYOU (:

Labels: winnie christabelle chua . that's my name (:

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back to blogging after two days (:

gonna start blogging with answering some questions .

got it from Roy's blog :D

1. Do you have secrets?

duh ~ most people would have .

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?

of course not ! imma girl , hello ?!

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?

well , why ? i've got my five girlfs + ctf & SOME caring teachers (:

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

give 1/4 of it to GOD

get a hse of my own

buy whatever i want

buy my parents' time (not possible though)

travel around the world with someone ^.^

get gifts for my sis , girlfs and not forgetting my boyf :D

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

nah , i've got my boyf alrd . &i'm super happy being with him right now .

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

both , i guess ? you have to learn to love in order for others to love you .

when you're being loved , you feel important .

&loving someone is wanting what's best for him/her despite any outcome (:

you'll feel blessed if the other party is happy , isnt it ?

7. List out your 15 favourite songs

gosh , i'm starting to get tired . too lazy to list now :/

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

i'll start drawing circles , i swear .

such situation has happened before , but i dint exactly draw circles the other time .

i'll then give him my best wishes

&make sure he's happy with the other girl .

lastly , to be there for him no matter what , i've always been (:

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?

haha , of course there is !

10. What makes you angry?

people passing comments behind my back when they know not the truth .

younger sister doing stupid things just to get attention -.-

things said to make me jealous/irritated/annoyed on PURPOSE

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

i've got no idea , really .

hopefully , married and doing gr8 with a stable job (:

i guess i'll just make the best out each day .

dont know what's gonna happen tmrw , so why think abt 10 years time ?

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

GOD !

family , i guess ? ( though i always say how much i wanna run away from home)

BABY <333333333333333

all my girlfriends from both church & sch .

the PIGS (:

too many , actually .

13. What is the most important thing in life?

STUDIES lah ?!

followed by many other factors (:

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

well , i'll choose to be married for sure .

as to rich or poor , it doesnt really matter .

money can be earned if we work for it , right ?

as long as both parties are happy

&are willing to pull through everything tgt ,

it can do wonders :D

15. What is your favourite colour?

black , violet , blue , green , pink

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

of course i would !

i treat all r/s seriously , okay ?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same,

who would you pick?

i'll obviously pick the guy who treats me better .

&i must make sure i follow my heart (:

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

i can forgive , but i dont think i'll be ablt to forget luhs ?

i mean , you'll evetually think abt it when something bad happens , it's human (:

&it's easier said than done .

pride , it holds people back a lot .

19. What do you want to tell the someone you love?

beeeeeeee , i love you (:

thank you for being patient with me and all all these while .

you're always giving in to me ,

making me feel like a princess .

love's a question , you're the answer :D

i'll be here for you no matter what , aite ?

do your best for your coming exam .

i'm sure you can do it <3

finally , this is the end . HOHOHO !

Labels: tired alrd lahs .

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♥ Friday, November 14, 2008

winnie's been pretty glad lately , but what's with weird dreams ?

DREAMS . it's killing me , really :c

slept after talking to beee on the phone last night .

in fact , every night (:

have been dreaming bout weird stuffs continuously for the past few night .

it's freaky actually , at least , to me it is .

my sleep's been screwed up .

tend to wake up every now and then ,

i dont like it :/

mom & some others says that i'm insecure , whatever ?

then the others thinks that i think too much .

how ? how ? how ?

i miss beee , a lot :c

dont really feel like blogging alr ,

guess i'll blog when i've got the mood to .

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♥ Thursday, November 13, 2008

tuition @ 1030 .

a VERY nice way to start my day huh ?

LOL :DDDDD

but , i guess it's okay .

had a super nice dream last night , unlike the previous :/

anyw , tues was crazy , really .

went to bugis , followed by plaza sing. ,

then baby met us there (:

hmmm , went to gelare after we reach hougang .

ctf left first then beee went back with me a while l8r .

after that , we waited for my sis and mom then proceed to church for p&w .

he was super cartoon in there , i couldnt stop laughing .

but , i guess this was what made my day (:

went to AMK for dinner/supper and guess what ?

my dad actually joked , laughed &talk so much .

for the very first time , i was utterly shocked but glad at the same time :D

then we sent beeee back home and i slept till somewhere near his place .

after he went back , i slept all the way until we got home (:

it was tiring , but a really sweet day .

then , went down to JURONG to look for beeee :x

now i know how he feels to travel to and fro all alone .

then , went to his place and played STRESS .

wont go on alrd , hohoho !

ytd was :s ,

then , :c

followed by (:

you'll know what i'm trying to say if you're smart .

HAHAHAHAHA :D

okay , i'm just being lame , actually .

beee , i'm missing you alrd :/

have been meeting up with you for the oast few days .

used to meet ONCE in a while only , you know ?

l8r i get too used to it then it'll be a problem .

but yeaps , i've been really happy to have you around .

you can make me mad ,

but i'll eventually cheer up again cause of your actions and all .

ILOVEYOU (:

Labels: HAPPPY+LUCKY(:

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♥ Tuesday, November 11, 2008

morning , world :D

woke up feeling delighted , no idea why .

anyw , went to far east with baby and CTF ytd ,

got my confirmation dress and baby bought another dress for me :/

i know imma lucky girl .

well , came back and had dinner with my sis as well .

came back and something funny happened . LOL !

had tuition @ 730 .

jeremy came and i'm sure he had a gr8 time teaching me (:

HOHOHO :DDDDDDDDDDDD

ask me why , ask me why .

*laughs*

not sure if i'm meeting baby l8r this afternoon :x

but , yeaps ! meeting mama at 12 ?

gonna spend sometime with her over lunch .

then meeting CTF , gonna shop in bugis today (:

hopefully , i'm able to get all that i need by today .

shall stop here for now , blog again soon .

ting called me last night and we talked abt some stuffs (:

gosh , i miss talking to the girls soooooooo much !

sorry , girls , haven't been able to go on an outing with y'all .

well , my dad's starting to let go again :D

do keep me updated on the outings aite ?

I MISS &LOVE YOU GIRLS VERY MUCH <3

lastly , beee , thanks for the dress ytd (:

had a gr8 time trying diff dresses .

LOL !

anyw , please be more careful yeah ?

hope to see you today .

cant help laughing at what you told me regarding last night .

HOHOHO :D

ILOVEYOU , PIG !

Labels: winnie's a happy girl today . ELATED .

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♥ Monday, November 10, 2008

HOHOHO :DDDDDDDDDD

i haven't blogged for quite some time .

anyw , thurs , the girls went to play pool but dint join them :/

still grounded .

then , friday , suppose to go out with them again ,

dad still dint allow :c

went to church on sat then to granny's hse .

i dont like to be grounded luhs , seriously ?

but i asked for it luhs :x

then , finally , went to ECP (:

i was there with CTF , hui , jw , kb , wk , terence and BABY !

*laughs*

given three hours to blade , but i only blade for half an hour ?

within that half an hour , i find it very amazing .

like , i fell down 6 times on my ass :c

but , yeaps ! i'm proud of myself , okay ~?

cause i actually tried but i kept complaining :x

wk & beee stayed with me .

the others were like so much faster luhs ?

but , yeah . dad said i'd to be home by 730 .

&i got home by 630 or so (:

woooooohoooooooooooo !

if not , i can forget abt gg out till my birthday :c

baby , kinda wasted your time ytd , sorry !

&i made your hand bleed again , i feel real bad :/

i'd a gr8 time with you ytd , though .

thank you for being so patient with me yeah ?

ILOVEYOU (:

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♥ Wednesday, November 05, 2008

well , i'm pretty satisfied with everything today .

after sch , the girls , except girlfriend , came over .

CTF came over as well but she left earlier .

well , it's been so long since they actually came over to spend time tgt :/

they went back at 2 plus ,

leaving me alone again .

have been sitting in front of the com till now , super b.o.r.e.d !

baby's been busy today ,

dont think i'll be talking to him tonight :c

well , hope you finish it soon .

i'm sure you and your pals can do it .

please dont neglect your health yeah ?

i dont know what to say alr .

Labels: fun yet boring

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♥ Tuesday, November 04, 2008

i've been thinking a lot these days .

i know i've affected certain people , i'm sorry :c

i dont think there's anything else i can say ?

*sigh*

anyw , today's girlfriends' birthday .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , ONDREA <3

well , you're like a year older now , among the five of us ,

i'm the only one left .

another month or so to go , zzz .

hope you'd a gr8 time today :D

ILOVEYOU !

well , went back to sch for mass choir after celebrating with girlf. !

then supposed to end at 5 , end up leaving at 230 ?

LOL !

went to LJS after that with bryan and ctf .

he said some stuffs which actually answered certain questions i'd asked this morning .

beee , i hope you're happy .

i've been talking a lot of nonsensical stuffs

&i'm really sorry that it has affected you in a way or another .

dont want to think too much ,

but i cant help it .

but dont worry , okay ?

i'll be fine real soon , i can deal with it :D

ILOVEYOU ;

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♥ Monday, November 03, 2008

yes , i'm back ! woohoo :DDDDDDDDDD

630well , woke up real early on fri morning for nth .

but , yeah , we were like the earliest ?

*LAUGHS*

called beee at 630 to wake him up and talked .

hung up soon after and he went back to bed .

LOL !

well , reached genting at abt 12 plus 1 ?

then went for lunch with dad & sis @ kenny rogers .

went for karaoke on the second day

&not forgetting the outdoor themepark (:

second day wasnt as boring , but really dead tired :/

overall , it was more towards boring except for the karaoke :D

imagine singing with a bunch of primary sch kids .

how cute !

reached SG ytd evening and msged beee .

went to granny's hse for dinner and then uncle send us home .

HOHOHO !

beee , stop being such an itchy hand yeah ?

&dont call yourself stupid -.-

i miss you a whole lot for the past few days ,

i'm back , finally :DDD

well , i'll see you soon yeah ?

all the best for your evaluation on fri (:

i love you , boy .

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