} secrets are meant to be unknown :D MEMORIES <#3

♥ Wednesday, April 22, 2009

CASLIN :

dear , don't be so upset alrd , okay ?

really not used to seeing you cry :c

&yes , accept the fact that we both look alike in a way or another .

y'know what ?

i feel for you , i really do .

i don't feel for many people , okay ?

please , cheer up soon , dear :D

i nvr wanna see you so upset .

it's really unlike you .

rmb , i'll always be here for you .

love you , dear <3>

GIRLFRIEND :

thank you for coming into my life and being such a sweet girl .

you nvr fail to cheer me up whenever i feel down .

you know me well , i'm very very sure abt that .

you're a blessing , indeed .

both you & nana nvr fail to listen to my rants and all patiently .

your smiles & every move .

i do notice them :D

i feel for you too , i swear .

don't give those glum face , okay ?

i feel really weird and uneasy .

your quiet nature's scary at times , really .

&i'll get really worried .

so , please smile & be happy .

only then will i be happy (:

YUPING :

thank you for being there whenever i feel lousy .

also , you're really funny at times ,

making me smile and laugh .

learn how to control your usage of certain word , yeah ?

i know you can do it .

&all the best for the upcoming exams and all .

work hard , there's lit tmrw .

you're a REAAALLY GR8 FRIEND .

thank you !

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okay, i'm blogging cause JEREMY had obviously forgotten abt tuition .

well , the past few day's pretty okay .

in fact , sch's pretty fun these days :D

but , of course , there are certain events that make me feel really disgusted .

i've been meeting baby more these days (:

actually , he came to look for me .

well , went to cathay with cas & co. after sch ytd .

the queue was terrible .

something happened and baby was unhappy .

my bad , actually :x

went to ASTON for dinner with beeee .

then came home ,

feeling exhausted .

as for today , i went to plaza with girlf for dessert after sch .

we thought we were like '' budget couple sharing food ''

LOL :DDDD

went to mall to look for cas & co. after that .

they wanted to go poking

&maomao dint wanna go .

neither did YP :l

so told cas i wanted to go home .

but YP came catching up with me soon after .

mao called & asked me to go back ,

so we did .

as in , SR , YP & I .

it was pretty boring initially .

but some funny conversation started and yeaps ,

i was feeling much better from there .

y'know , many a times , i'll feel stranded .

i can't help but think abt the events occurring around me .

why is it that some people have to act like someone they're not ?

FOR GOD'S SAKE , JUST VOICE OUT IF YOU'RE REALLY UNHAPPY .

what's the point of passing unwanted comments around ?

yes , MS TAN's a really nice teacher .

she treat the whole bunch of us .

&it's really contradicting when you dont do what you say .

people out there , get this right ,

people have feelings , yo .

don't be so selfish as too hurt others at the expense of your joy ,

or whatever it may be .

& yeah , innocent people oviously won't offend others .

so why disturb them & make such nasty comments ?

call yoursef superman .

kiss my ass !

get some life lah , huh ?

what goes around comes around .

nobody's perfect ,

&it obviously includes you .

so , whoever it is , i urge you to stop being such a coward .

if you ain't happy , tell that person str8 in the face .

&please , leave your BIG , FAT , UGLY NAME .

you're a loser , that's for sure .

seriously , think abt it .

you're no better than anyone else .

so just keep those nasty comments/criticism to yourself ya ?

the world's too complicated .

it's really hard to put up with all these ,

esp. when there's no one to back you up .

OR to walk with you through it all .

baby , sorry for making you upset ytd .

i suck at times , i have to admit .

glad that you got the job ,

congrats , hun .

i'm feeling physically tired these days .

perhaps i haven't got enough rest .

am really distracted cause of many things .

i know exams are coming .

&yeah , i haven't put in my all .

not gonna excel academically ,

but i AM trying .

whether or not you , mom & dad believe ,

this is all i can say .

with so much in my mind ,

it's really hard to score .

but i swear i'm trying really hard .

i'm gonna stop here , love you .

Anthony:relink-ed alrd luh , monster -.-

PIg:cause you miss me ? hurhur . want to see then good lo , more than happy . if not , it's okay .

Hweemay:hello , chocolate , see you in sch . loves !

lu ren A:er , okay , hello ? tskk . please , don't be lame luh . hurhur .

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♥ Tuesday, April 14, 2009

HOHOHO ! :D

y'know , i've been really busy these days .

hardly have time for myself & baby .

anyw , i'll talk about thurs first .

had a long day @ sch .

went for church visit after that tgt with MC pals .

well , came back pretty late :l

went over to baby's place the following day .

spent the first half of the meeting there then came back to hougang .

went to godma's hse & met up with bryan , abi , ashl , maria and the other adults .

well , i hope the pri 5 camp will be a success , seriously .

left around 2050 ?

head down to Raffles to meet baby again .

this time , with terence & another friend around .

if i aint wrong , name's Eric .

w8ed for a while before meeting .

&left for MS to catch 'KNOWING' .

had to kill time cause we were there way before the show .

spent time @ the arcade , starbucks , prize stage .

LOL :DDDD

well , cabbed home after the show .

both of us were dead beat , i swear .

nonetheless , it was fun (:

went to the old folks home on SAT morning .

after that , came back and slacked with GIRLFRIEND !

rushed down to church for easter set up

&basically spent the whole time there .

went to Godma's hse to shower ,

then stayed till 11 plus .

woke up early on sunday morning , ( again )

went to church for mass .

i saw many familiar faces

& guess what ?

saw ZELLAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :D

i miss her soooo much manzxzx .

*laughs*

went to AMK for lunch then dinner @ sakae , bugis .

cause it was granny's birthday !

ytd was okay .

chem AP was cancelled .

so came back pretty early .

as for today ,

went for lunch tgt with girlfriend & yp :DDD

then came back to pack up .

&went to sengkang for swimming .

HAHAHAHA !

right , i'll stop here for now .

babyyy , i love you !

i'll prove to you i can do it .

though i'll miss you like crazy ,

i'll put up with it .

by then , you'll have to do what you'd promised , okay ?

&i wish i was sick instead of you :c

get well soon , okay ?

takecare for the next 11 or 12 days .

no cheating ,

you'll always be my baby :D

you'll be in my heart

mwarhhhhhhh ~

JANE:hey , jane . long time , indeed . see you arnd in sch :D many misses !

Labels: you know me inside out .

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♥ Tuesday, April 07, 2009

sch's pretty effed up today .

in fact , it's everyday -.-

oh ya , i've posted up the picture of the celebrities as promised .

well , first thing first .

the world's full of temptation , i swear .

it's GOOD FRIDAY this friday .

so , i shall be a good girl (:

y'know , at times you REALLY feel like killing anyone you see .

that's exactly how i feel right now .

but whatever it is , i choose to keep my cool for the time being :D

why let the evil one have its way ?

fights , GOSSIPING , LIES ... etc .

isn't these pleasing the devil instead of GOD himself ?

&i ask myself why do such things happen ?

innocent people get hurt in these processes .

it's not easy to refrain from those stated above .

but i'll make sure i dont become part of it as much as possible .

it's really tiring :l

you'll feel this immense sense of guilt .

'' do unto others as you would have others do unto you. ''

come on , humans have feelings ,

think before acting/speaking , puh-leez ?

i dont get why some can faint ignorance .

these serves as a reminder to MYSELF ,

to reflect on my attitude towards others (:

i should stop here for now .

i'm gonna do my revisions ,

&&my tuition homework .

lest JEREMY starts ranting again .

HAHAHAHAHAHA !

oh ya , thurs's gonna be a really LONGGGGGG day :x

guess it's worth it though .

'cause AMELIA & BRYAN's gg for the church visiting too .

not sure abt the rest , but , the more the merrier :D

i'm reeeeeally looking froward to THURS cause i can stay out late .

*YAYNESS*

well , beeee's probably enjoying himself outside right now .

&here i am , typing out the last few sentences before studying .

i've got stuffs to tell you ( again ) ,

but this time , i'm perfectly alright :D

thought abt what you'd said & agree with you , totally .

i'm gonna be pretty busy the next two days , i guess ?

free on fri & sat (:

call me l8r ?

if not , i'll call you when i'm done with the things i need to do .

LOVE YOU , DEAR <3

mwarhhhhh~

HuIChIn:hello , huichin :DD lol . see you tmrw (: loves !

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♥ Saturday, April 04, 2009

CONGRATS , UNCLE DESMOND AND JIE JIE KAY :D

well , i thought it'll be a rather boring day today .

initial plan was to meet up with baby ,

but end up , none of that sort .

so went in place of dad to attend their wedding (:

hmmm . met celebrities there and yes ,

photos were taken .

YAYNESS !

they looked really good today .

response was good as well , of course ?

drank too much vodka ,

my mom had to 'drag' me to the bus stop near the main road to w8 for dad .

i swear it was embarrassing , really -.-

but i guess i'd fun anyw .

slept in the car & went to buangkok for dinner .

well , i'll update the photos soon .

gonna sign out after checking my mails ,

&w8 for baby to call me .

i'm really tired :c

Labels: feeling 'sick' .

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♥ Friday, April 03, 2009

WORN OUT !

haven't been blogging for quite sometime .

anyw , went to MARINA BARRAGE with st. annes people .

&baby came along as well .

took some photos and i'll post it up (:

anyw , this week's really tiring , dull and killing MOST of my brain cells .

&my mood hasn't been good for the past few days .

no idea why , but i cant be bothered to find out why .

apparently , i got to know some rather interesting stuffs

&yes . I AM , INDEED , TURNED OFF .

watched VALKYRIE @ shaw plaza with the other elect. history students .

the show was okay , i guess ?

i've got no comments actually .

except that i got to sit with CASLINNNNNN :D

VANESSA sat next to me as well .

whole bunch of us took a bus to boon keng and then , took the MRT .

oh ya , there are people who view my blog w/o tagging . lol .

i'm aware and yes , my blog's been rotting .

hmmm . hopefully , i wont be as busy next week :x

meeting COUSIN on thurs night ,

wed & fri 'devoted' to JEREMY for tuition -.-

&i'm only left with mon and tues .

*sigh*

i seriously need to find time , yo .

i wanna spend more time with baby before he serve the army .

it's really hard to manage my time right now ,

but i swear i'm trying really hard .

well , i really dont know what's wrong with SOME people .

i mean , how long can you hide ?

it's REALLY annoying to know that you've attracted unwanted attention .

i abhor those who 'speak w/o acting' .

perhaps you'll benefit something out of it .

but what abt others ?

fancy saying stuffs that may seem as if you care .

but who knows what you're thinking ?

indeed , life's unpredictable .

i know not what plan GOD has in mind for me .

try being nice to someone

&find your 'cares&concern' being rejected .

i'm tired , i'll just stop here .

not gonna mention names ,

cause i aint perfect as well .

there's so much gg through my mind .

well , i'll post the pictured now .

NIGHT NIGHT , WORLD :D

BABYYYY :D

i'm sorry for giving you attitude for the past few days .

well , you'll be getting busy soon , i guess ?

i'll try to make time , okay ?

nonetheless , i love you ( a lot )

i've got so much to tell you .

when will you have time to listen ?

i miss you , dear .

JOdy:HAHA ! peekaboo too :D thank you . me loves you (:

Anthony:duh ? of course i rmb luh . lol . you also nvr contact me ? still dare to say . tskkkk .

caslinnnnn:LOL ! CASLYNNNNNN , pretty face . *laughs* re-link alrd . LOVE YOU <3

Vanwee:lol . alright , re-link alrd . see you on mnday , dear .

QingFeng:hello , little one . gosh , you still rmb me , huh ? how are you ? takecare uh , xoxo .

Labels: got my feelings all mixed up . i WANT BOYF :c

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