slept late again last night (:
woke up early in the morning , didnt know what to do .
came online , talk to quite a few people .
some conversation sort of pissed me off ,
but i guess its okay .
mood's more or less the same .
but i'm trying super hard to be happy D:
well , feel so hurt lahs ?
DIDN'T KNOW I AM SUCH A PERSON .
you said things which i didn't wanna hear .
especially from you , so disheartening . x:
SPARE ME FROM THIS MISERY ! >.<
i so wanna scream out .
i wanna cry ):
*where are you ? i miss you so much !
that shoulder to lean on , that listening ear .
no one seems to be able to be there for me
like you did . not even the one i look to .
wish someone's here to share this burden with me .
my heart's so heavy , i feel so tired .
not physically but mentally .
if only you'd try to understand how i'm feeling now .
i'm so afraid , so tired , so lost .
i keep my promises ,
i mean what i say .
whether or not you guys believe me ,
it's up to you .
i dont know if i'm the one who's thinking too much .
i just wanna make things get better .
if it's not helping , then i guess i'll just
shut up ?
i dont know how to express how i feel
right now lahs . i'm just super upset .
tried torturing myself , why am i still feeling this way ?
AHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!
took medicine , stop eating regularly .
i just wanna stop being so unhappy .
why ? someone , listen to me.
just be there for me will you ?
Labels: hurt .
