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♥ Monday, July 02, 2007

its been quite some time since i last post . hrms , i fcuking hate life luhh . i don't know why either . . its just how i feel . haish , fcuk , i'm doom ! i'll be going to my grandma hse at say bout 10 plus ? I'm suppose to be out with hweemay &the others luhhs . . argh , something's just not right luhhs . i can sense it . . GOD BLESS ME ! **** *sigh* why do i have to make myself live such a diff. life ? my life's damn SCREWED alrite ? haish . If only I had that kinda life others have , i'll be much happier right now , weird ? i really wonder why why why did GOD give me this fucking life luhhs . there's this feeling of fear & death in me . maybe thats my life ? idk , seriously . . nothing is gonna make me step out of this fear & the other funny feelings luhhs . BLOODY HELL ! perhaps it all started cause of someone , at sometime , somewhere , somehow . i've got no idea why & what the hell i'm talking abt . it juz seems to be this way . my emotions are controlling me , not the other way round . my heart's been broken into a million pieces , i'm still working on it . but imagine , it really hurts when you love someone & realize he is just treating you like some SHIT ! idk , HURT !
if i had only 1 min left to live this life of mine , what would
you do or say ? i bet you're just gonna tell me , let it be . cause
you've got your own life nw . &if i had the power to turn back
time , i'll make sure i never let you go cause you are all that i ever
needed . its like , i'd rather walk away then see you turn your
back on me . i'm so hurt . . juz cant get over it . FUCK !

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